1 00:00:09,280 --> 00:00:11,324 (breathing heavily) 2 00:00:12,951 --> 00:00:14,786 (exhales) 3 00:00:17,705 --> 00:00:22,085 (breathing continues) 4 00:00:50,363 --> 00:00:52,490 (breathing faster) 5 00:01:18,600 --> 00:01:20,101 (water overflows) 6 00:01:33,990 --> 00:01:35,116 Here, baby. 7 00:01:39,704 --> 00:01:40,872 Rue? 8 00:01:42,165 --> 00:01:45,293 Baby, I need, I need you to drink this, okay? 9 00:01:45,376 --> 00:01:46,961 Come on, come on. 10 00:01:47,045 --> 00:01:50,340 -(Rue whimpers) -Let's just take a sip, baby, please. 11 00:01:51,299 --> 00:01:52,926 (candy wrapper crinkling) 12 00:01:59,474 --> 00:02:01,142 (chair scrapes floor) 13 00:02:11,778 --> 00:02:13,446 Leslie: Do you need help with that? 14 00:02:15,239 --> 00:02:17,367 (panting) 15 00:02:19,243 --> 00:02:22,330 (cries) 16 00:02:31,839 --> 00:02:33,925 (shuddering cries) 17 00:02:36,552 --> 00:02:37,679 Leslie: I got you. 18 00:02:37,762 --> 00:02:40,306 Rue: You know what I like about hospitals? 19 00:02:40,390 --> 00:02:42,934 -Leslie: We're almost there. Come on. -(Rue crying) 20 00:02:43,017 --> 00:02:44,978 Rue: They don't need to know how good of a person you are 21 00:02:45,061 --> 00:02:46,854 in order to take care of you. 22 00:02:46,938 --> 00:02:48,773 Leslie: Come on. 23 00:02:48,856 --> 00:02:50,692 Rue: They don't need to know what's going on in your head 24 00:02:50,775 --> 00:02:52,777 before they wrap a bandage around your arm. 25 00:02:52,860 --> 00:02:57,073 -(breathing heavily) -Come on. 26 00:02:57,156 --> 00:02:59,367 Rue: People like that are rare. 27 00:03:01,744 --> 00:03:03,705 The doctor put my mom in touch with a rehab, 28 00:03:03,788 --> 00:03:05,957 who might have an open bed early next week. 29 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:07,625 -(crying) -Okay, okay. 30 00:03:08,793 --> 00:03:10,294 Rue: Told me to stay strong. 31 00:03:10,378 --> 00:03:11,754 Okay, okay, okay. 32 00:03:13,423 --> 00:03:15,717 Rue: My mom is one of those rare people, 33 00:03:15,800 --> 00:03:18,011 but maybe that's 'cause she's my mom. 34 00:03:19,721 --> 00:03:21,764 She also grew up in the church. 35 00:03:23,099 --> 00:03:26,477 And say what you want about Christians. 36 00:03:26,561 --> 00:03:28,604 At least they believe in forgiveness. 37 00:03:32,734 --> 00:03:35,820 (groaning) 38 00:03:38,322 --> 00:03:39,949 (breathing rapidly) 39 00:03:40,033 --> 00:03:42,535 I don't remember everything I said to my mom. 40 00:03:46,205 --> 00:03:47,749 It's okay, Rue. 41 00:03:51,461 --> 00:03:53,880 It's okay. 42 00:03:53,963 --> 00:03:57,050 Rue: I wish I could say I didn't mean any of it. 43 00:03:57,133 --> 00:04:00,136 Is that actually true? I mean, I thought it. 44 00:04:00,219 --> 00:04:02,388 I felt it... I said it. 45 00:04:02,472 --> 00:04:05,266 (shuddering breaths) 46 00:04:09,062 --> 00:04:10,772 (crying) 47 00:04:10,855 --> 00:04:12,440 (thunder rumbling) 48 00:04:14,859 --> 00:04:15,985 I'm sure most people would say 49 00:04:16,069 --> 00:04:18,196 the world would be a better place without me. 50 00:04:18,279 --> 00:04:19,864 (rain pattering) 51 00:04:19,947 --> 00:04:22,784 I don't disagree. 52 00:04:22,867 --> 00:04:24,160 In fact, I've been trying to leave it 53 00:04:24,243 --> 00:04:26,079 for as long as I can remember. 54 00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:36,130 Ali is also one of those rare people. 55 00:04:36,214 --> 00:04:37,673 The strange thing is, 56 00:04:37,757 --> 00:04:41,260 I bet most people would say the same thing about him. 57 00:04:41,344 --> 00:04:43,763 "He's just a fuckin' crackhead wife-beater." 58 00:04:44,847 --> 00:04:46,808 I bet his daughter said that. 59 00:04:47,975 --> 00:04:50,937 - Even I kinda said that. -(engine starts) 60 00:04:51,020 --> 00:04:53,022 That I regret. 61 00:04:53,106 --> 00:04:55,233 Really fucking regret. 62 00:04:56,275 --> 00:04:59,403 ♪ ♪ 63 00:05:03,407 --> 00:05:05,243 (crying) 64 00:05:05,326 --> 00:05:08,079 But if I'm being honest about who I am... 65 00:05:08,162 --> 00:05:10,581 I'm a liar, a thief. 66 00:05:10,665 --> 00:05:13,751 I'm violent, abusive, manipulative. 67 00:05:14,544 --> 00:05:15,795 It's cold. 68 00:05:15,878 --> 00:05:17,713 It's cold, Mom. Mom, it's cold. 69 00:05:17,797 --> 00:05:20,967 Rue, you have to break your fever, baby, okay? 70 00:05:21,050 --> 00:05:22,552 Okay? Come on. 71 00:05:22,635 --> 00:05:23,970 Rue: And even if I got clean today, 72 00:05:24,053 --> 00:05:27,056 no one would forget the trauma of me not being clean. 73 00:05:28,558 --> 00:05:29,642 (quietly): Shit. 74 00:05:29,725 --> 00:05:31,060 (door closes) 75 00:05:31,144 --> 00:05:32,478 (chatter on TV) 76 00:05:32,562 --> 00:05:34,981 But I really regret what I said to Ali. 77 00:05:36,524 --> 00:05:39,610 Reducing someone's life to a moment... 78 00:05:40,486 --> 00:05:42,488 an ugly moment. 79 00:05:43,447 --> 00:05:45,825 And punishing them for it. 80 00:05:45,908 --> 00:05:47,618 (Rue crying) 81 00:05:47,702 --> 00:05:50,705 (groaning, crying) 82 00:05:50,788 --> 00:05:53,166 That's what cops do. 83 00:05:53,249 --> 00:05:55,918 It's actually what everyone does. 84 00:05:56,002 --> 00:05:58,671 It's what you would do to me if you didn't know me. 85 00:05:59,672 --> 00:06:01,757 ♪ ♪ 86 00:06:06,679 --> 00:06:09,974 (breathing heavily) 87 00:06:10,057 --> 00:06:12,351 (no audio) 88 00:06:18,149 --> 00:06:21,777 Anyway, I should call Ali and apologize. 89 00:06:42,548 --> 00:06:44,926 (line ringing) 90 00:06:47,887 --> 00:06:48,888 (line picks up) 91 00:06:48,971 --> 00:06:50,389 Ali (on phone): Hello. 92 00:06:52,975 --> 00:06:54,143 Ali? 93 00:06:56,562 --> 00:06:58,522 It's, um, it's Rue. 94 00:06:59,732 --> 00:07:01,400 Ali: What do you want, Rue? 95 00:07:13,955 --> 00:07:15,331 Um... 96 00:07:18,918 --> 00:07:22,380 I just wanted to, uh, call you and tell you that, um... 97 00:07:31,973 --> 00:07:35,309 I just wanted to call you and tell you that I'm sorry for what I said. 98 00:07:36,852 --> 00:07:37,937 Um... 99 00:07:38,729 --> 00:07:40,523 and I really regret it. 100 00:07:41,774 --> 00:07:43,651 Uh... 101 00:07:43,734 --> 00:07:45,319 I just-- I never should've said that. 102 00:07:45,403 --> 00:07:46,362 Ali: Rue. 103 00:07:46,445 --> 00:07:48,281 -And I'm sorry. I'm sorry. -Ali: Rue! 104 00:07:48,364 --> 00:07:49,907 Listen to me. 105 00:07:52,285 --> 00:07:53,619 I forgive you. 106 00:08:07,717 --> 00:08:09,010 You do? 107 00:08:11,053 --> 00:08:12,513 Ali: I do. 108 00:08:13,180 --> 00:08:15,474 (sniffling) 109 00:08:15,558 --> 00:08:17,560 How do you know that I mean it? 110 00:08:19,520 --> 00:08:22,356 Ali: Because the hour is certain to come. 111 00:08:22,440 --> 00:08:24,984 So we must forgive graciously. 112 00:08:25,067 --> 00:08:26,777 (Rue crying) 113 00:08:32,033 --> 00:08:33,242 Thank you. 114 00:08:35,369 --> 00:08:38,164 (shuddering cries) 115 00:08:38,247 --> 00:08:39,582 Thank you. 116 00:08:43,544 --> 00:08:45,880 (candy wrapper crinkling) 117 00:08:52,928 --> 00:08:54,388 (sniffles) 118 00:08:59,852 --> 00:09:02,104 ♪ Oh... ♪ 119 00:09:02,188 --> 00:09:05,566 ♪ Taking it all for us ♪ 120 00:09:05,649 --> 00:09:08,527 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 121 00:09:08,611 --> 00:09:12,281 ♪ Taking it all for us ♪ 122 00:09:13,324 --> 00:09:15,576 ♪ Oh... ♪ 123 00:09:15,659 --> 00:09:19,121 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 124 00:09:19,205 --> 00:09:21,916 ♪ Doing it all ♪ 125 00:09:21,999 --> 00:09:26,170 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 126 00:09:26,253 --> 00:09:28,339 You look like a cat coughed your ass up. 127 00:09:28,422 --> 00:09:30,925 (laughs) 128 00:09:31,008 --> 00:09:32,218 (chuckles) 129 00:09:33,177 --> 00:09:34,178 Hey. 130 00:09:34,261 --> 00:09:35,554 Rue: Ali said he would only stop by 131 00:09:35,638 --> 00:09:37,681 if he could cook dinner for the whole family. 132 00:09:37,765 --> 00:09:40,017 -Aw, thanks for having me. -Mm-hm. 133 00:09:40,101 --> 00:09:42,895 -Oh, hi. -Hi. 134 00:09:43,813 --> 00:09:45,606 I'm Ali. Nice to meet you. 135 00:09:47,024 --> 00:09:49,777 -You're Rue's sponsor? -Uh... I am. 136 00:09:49,860 --> 00:09:53,406 A better question is, uh, what're you doin' right now? 137 00:09:53,489 --> 00:09:55,616 Gia: Nothing. 138 00:09:55,699 --> 00:09:58,160 -Wanna help me cook? -Uh, I can help. 139 00:09:58,244 --> 00:10:00,830 Ali: Nah, nah, you keep your stank 140 00:10:00,913 --> 00:10:04,959 -withdrawal diarrhea-ass all away from my food. -(laughing) 141 00:10:05,042 --> 00:10:06,585 -Oh, you wanna tell him about-- -No, no! 142 00:10:06,669 --> 00:10:08,045 -I think you should. (laughs) -No, no, no! 143 00:10:08,129 --> 00:10:10,673 Ali: Hey, yo, yo! I'm serious. You're a health hazard. 144 00:10:10,756 --> 00:10:14,427 -In the other room. -Okay, dang. Thank you. Sorry. 145 00:10:14,510 --> 00:10:15,678 -Bye-bye. -Rue: Oh! 146 00:10:15,761 --> 00:10:17,596 -Oh. -Bye-bye? Bye-bye to you, too. 147 00:10:17,680 --> 00:10:21,058 -Rue: Uh-huh. -I know you probably been washin' that ass. 148 00:10:21,142 --> 00:10:23,686 (laughing) 149 00:10:23,769 --> 00:10:26,897 (all laughing) 150 00:10:26,981 --> 00:10:28,691 -Oh. -They know I'm right. 151 00:10:28,774 --> 00:10:31,026 -Exactly. -(both laughing) 152 00:10:34,655 --> 00:10:36,740 I think she's doin' better today. 153 00:10:39,910 --> 00:10:42,163 For as tough as it's been on Rue, 154 00:10:42,246 --> 00:10:44,290 I'm sure it's been harder on you. 155 00:10:45,416 --> 00:10:46,959 Dice these tomatoes. 156 00:10:50,379 --> 00:10:51,839 (heavy sigh) 157 00:10:58,387 --> 00:11:00,181 It's okay to be angry at her. 158 00:11:03,976 --> 00:11:07,438 I'm not sure that helps anyone. 159 00:11:07,521 --> 00:11:11,317 Ah, well, oh, I... tend to disagree. 160 00:11:11,400 --> 00:11:13,611 I think it would actually be good for you. 161 00:11:14,653 --> 00:11:16,447 How? 162 00:11:16,530 --> 00:11:18,741 You're not wrong to be angry at her. 163 00:11:19,867 --> 00:11:21,994 That shit hurts. 164 00:11:22,077 --> 00:11:23,370 It's unfair. 165 00:11:24,288 --> 00:11:25,623 You don't deserve it. 166 00:11:29,460 --> 00:11:30,794 I'm fine. 167 00:11:35,925 --> 00:11:37,176 I am. 168 00:11:37,927 --> 00:11:40,387 (knife scraping) 169 00:11:40,471 --> 00:11:42,598 I didn't say I didn't believe you. 170 00:11:45,267 --> 00:11:47,895 (panting) 171 00:11:47,978 --> 00:11:51,315 Rue: Now, Nate didn't know what happened with Cassie and Maddy 172 00:11:51,398 --> 00:11:54,276 because when he exercises, he puts his phone on silent. 173 00:11:54,360 --> 00:11:56,779 ♪ ♪ 174 00:11:59,323 --> 00:12:04,578 The irony was Nate woke up that morning feeling fantastic. 175 00:12:04,662 --> 00:12:08,999 Because after an 18-year dick-swinging contest with his dad... 176 00:12:11,001 --> 00:12:12,878 Nate had finally won. 177 00:12:12,962 --> 00:12:15,881 ("My Lovin'" by En Vogue playing) 178 00:12:15,965 --> 00:12:18,342 Rue: His mom seemed to be handling it well. 179 00:12:20,219 --> 00:12:22,721 His brother on the other hand... 180 00:12:22,805 --> 00:12:25,266 Fuck is she so happy about? 181 00:12:25,349 --> 00:12:26,809 Rue: not so well. 182 00:12:28,310 --> 00:12:31,230 ♪ You never was this nice, you can't fool me ♪ 183 00:12:31,313 --> 00:12:33,399 ♪ Ooh, bop ♪ 184 00:12:38,195 --> 00:12:42,157 Rue: It wasn't the 38 missed calls from Cassie that concerned him. 185 00:12:44,743 --> 00:12:48,038 It was the fact that there were zero calls from Maddy. 186 00:12:51,542 --> 00:12:53,586 (tapping CD case) 187 00:12:53,669 --> 00:12:56,422 Part of the reason Nate loved Maddy as much as he did 188 00:12:56,505 --> 00:12:58,799 is because she was loyal. 189 00:12:58,882 --> 00:13:01,802 But it's also what scared the living shit out of him. 190 00:13:03,095 --> 00:13:06,724 If anyone crossed her, she'd bury them. 191 00:13:06,807 --> 00:13:10,769 And he had now really fucking crossed her. 192 00:13:10,853 --> 00:13:13,689 And there was no doubt in Nate's mind what Maddy 193 00:13:13,772 --> 00:13:16,191 was about to do. 194 00:13:16,275 --> 00:13:17,985 Maddy: You know when a kid shoots up a school 195 00:13:18,068 --> 00:13:19,653 and they go to interview the parents, 196 00:13:19,737 --> 00:13:22,323 and the parents are like, "We had no idea. 197 00:13:22,406 --> 00:13:24,783 He seemed, like, totally normal." 198 00:13:24,867 --> 00:13:28,245 And everyone watching is like, "You're a fucking idiot." 199 00:13:28,329 --> 00:13:31,165 That's how I feel, but with Cassie. 200 00:13:31,248 --> 00:13:33,500 Kat (on phone): Look, I never trusted her. 201 00:13:33,584 --> 00:13:34,793 What? Why? 202 00:13:34,877 --> 00:13:36,503 Kat: Because she seems like the kind of person 203 00:13:36,587 --> 00:13:38,797 who would fuck your boyfriend. 204 00:13:38,881 --> 00:13:42,384 (sighs) I think I actually wanna murder her. 205 00:13:42,468 --> 00:13:43,677 Kat: I get it. 206 00:13:43,761 --> 00:13:45,304 No, like, actually... 207 00:13:45,387 --> 00:13:47,556 plan a murder and carry it out. 208 00:13:48,432 --> 00:13:49,808 Kat: I get it. 209 00:13:49,892 --> 00:13:54,897 Like a grisly murder. One that shocks the nation. 210 00:13:54,980 --> 00:13:57,316 Kat: I think that's more than understandable. 211 00:13:58,484 --> 00:13:59,652 (sighs) 212 00:14:00,486 --> 00:14:01,570 (Kat sighs) 213 00:14:02,279 --> 00:14:03,822 What about Nate? 214 00:14:05,949 --> 00:14:07,701 I have a few ideas. 215 00:14:08,535 --> 00:14:09,953 (laughing) 216 00:14:10,788 --> 00:14:12,915 No! 217 00:14:12,998 --> 00:14:15,209 -That's dark-sided. -Are you two ready to order? 218 00:14:15,292 --> 00:14:17,795 -No. (laughs) -Ethan: Um... 219 00:14:17,878 --> 00:14:20,172 she's just on the phone. We'll just be a couple minutes. 220 00:14:20,255 --> 00:14:23,967 We prefer customers not use phones at the tables. 221 00:14:24,051 --> 00:14:26,470 -Kat: No, no, no. -I can understand. 222 00:14:26,553 --> 00:14:29,348 -(Kat laughs) -I will circle back. 223 00:14:29,431 --> 00:14:30,766 Okay, thank you. 224 00:14:31,642 --> 00:14:32,351 Wow. 225 00:14:32,434 --> 00:14:35,854 She's a cunt, yeah. (laughs) 226 00:14:35,938 --> 00:14:38,399 All right, bye. Love you. Okay. 227 00:14:42,319 --> 00:14:44,697 -Oh. (chuckles) -Oh. 228 00:14:44,780 --> 00:14:46,573 Sorry... I j-- We haven't said hello yet, 229 00:14:46,657 --> 00:14:49,993 so I just figured I would greet you like I normally greet you. 230 00:14:50,077 --> 00:14:50,994 Oh, sorry. 231 00:14:51,078 --> 00:14:52,871 Maddy's going through this thing. 232 00:14:52,955 --> 00:14:54,415 -You know? -Sure. 233 00:14:54,498 --> 00:14:57,710 -I get it. It's awkward. -Yeah. 234 00:14:58,669 --> 00:15:00,713 (chuckles) 235 00:15:00,796 --> 00:15:04,216 -So, what are we doing here? -Goin' on a date. 236 00:15:07,511 --> 00:15:08,595 Yeah? 237 00:15:10,723 --> 00:15:12,433 'Cause on the phone you just kind of made it sound 238 00:15:12,516 --> 00:15:14,601 like, like it was an emergency. 239 00:15:14,685 --> 00:15:15,853 -Did I? -Yeah. 240 00:15:15,936 --> 00:15:17,438 -No. -Like, you asked if I could 241 00:15:17,521 --> 00:15:18,856 cancel rehearsal. 242 00:15:20,023 --> 00:15:22,609 I, um, I mean, well, I've-- 243 00:15:24,236 --> 00:15:26,029 I've... 244 00:15:26,113 --> 00:15:30,951 been thinking... about us and, and our relationship, 245 00:15:31,034 --> 00:15:34,621 and, um... um... 246 00:15:35,497 --> 00:15:36,582 (sniffs) 247 00:15:37,833 --> 00:15:42,129 I have a... brain disorder. 248 00:15:45,215 --> 00:15:47,134 What? 249 00:15:47,217 --> 00:15:49,428 That's the rest of the sentence. 250 00:15:55,851 --> 00:15:57,936 Um, I'm confused. 251 00:15:58,020 --> 00:16:00,105 I think it's terminal. 252 00:16:00,189 --> 00:16:03,150 Y-Y-You've been thinking a lot about our relationship 253 00:16:03,233 --> 00:16:06,236 because you have a, you have a terminal brain disorder? 254 00:16:06,320 --> 00:16:08,155 Yeah, I just, like, keep thinking, like, 255 00:16:08,238 --> 00:16:11,366 all the hospital visits, and... 256 00:16:11,450 --> 00:16:13,285 maybe, I'll have to get out of school, 257 00:16:13,368 --> 00:16:14,495 stay home, you know, 258 00:16:14,578 --> 00:16:16,622 with the little time I have left. 259 00:16:18,665 --> 00:16:20,584 -What is this terminal brain disorder called? -No, no, no. 260 00:16:20,667 --> 00:16:22,669 'Cause you're gonna google it, and then read about it, 261 00:16:22,753 --> 00:16:25,005 and I'm just gonna see it on your face. 262 00:16:25,088 --> 00:16:28,467 I feel like you're l-lying to me. 263 00:16:28,550 --> 00:16:31,929 Lying about a terminal brain disorder? 264 00:16:32,012 --> 00:16:32,930 (chuckles) 265 00:16:33,931 --> 00:16:35,641 That's sick. 266 00:16:35,724 --> 00:16:37,434 A-And to be honest, the fact that you think 267 00:16:37,518 --> 00:16:39,353 I would even lie about something that awful 268 00:16:39,436 --> 00:16:41,188 means there's a big problem in this relationship, 269 00:16:41,271 --> 00:16:43,440 which is, like, literally what I was trying to say in the beginning. 270 00:16:43,524 --> 00:16:44,817 No, no. In the beginning, 271 00:16:44,900 --> 00:16:47,027 I feel like you started to break up with me, 272 00:16:47,110 --> 00:16:48,570 and then, you pivoted to telling me that 273 00:16:48,654 --> 00:16:50,948 you got, like, a terminal brain illness, 274 00:16:51,031 --> 00:16:53,200 and now, I feel like you're using my skepticism 275 00:16:53,283 --> 00:16:55,327 as, like, a reason to break up with me. 276 00:16:56,370 --> 00:16:57,788 That's your experience. 277 00:16:57,871 --> 00:17:00,666 No, I think... that's the experience. 278 00:17:00,749 --> 00:17:03,335 -It's your experience of the experience-- -Waitress: Hi. 279 00:17:03,418 --> 00:17:06,004 Kat, you don't wanna be in a relationship with me. 280 00:17:06,088 --> 00:17:08,131 And I get it. If it's okay, just say it. 281 00:17:08,215 --> 00:17:09,800 Just have, like, the courage to actually be honest 282 00:17:09,883 --> 00:17:10,968 'cause what you're doin' right now, 283 00:17:11,051 --> 00:17:12,553 it's just, like-- feels like shit. 284 00:17:12,636 --> 00:17:15,514 I knew it. I-- Wow. 285 00:17:15,597 --> 00:17:18,016 Wow, I can't believe this. You're literally trying to break up with me. 286 00:17:18,100 --> 00:17:20,185 No, I'm, I'm trying to help you say what you wanna say. 287 00:17:20,269 --> 00:17:21,353 Is this some sort of, like, 288 00:17:21,436 --> 00:17:22,771 manipulation tactic you learned 289 00:17:22,855 --> 00:17:24,731 on some fucking incel Reddit forum? 290 00:17:24,815 --> 00:17:27,317 God, this is the problem with guys like you. 291 00:17:27,401 --> 00:17:28,819 I tell you I'm sick, 292 00:17:28,902 --> 00:17:31,738 -and you just dismiss my experience. -Mm. 293 00:17:31,822 --> 00:17:34,241 Yeah, you just gaslight me, tell me how to feel 294 00:17:34,324 --> 00:17:36,869 -all because I don't meet your expectations. -All right, well, you're right. 295 00:17:36,952 --> 00:17:38,245 You didn't live up to my expectations 296 00:17:38,328 --> 00:17:41,081 because I did expect you to at least be honest. 297 00:17:41,164 --> 00:17:43,959 -I am being honest. -All right, I don't even think you believe that, 298 00:17:44,042 --> 00:17:45,377 but, you know, that's besides the point 299 00:17:45,460 --> 00:17:47,004 'cause I think we need to break up. 300 00:17:47,546 --> 00:17:48,547 Wow. 301 00:17:48,630 --> 00:17:50,883 Wow, wow. I didn't see that one coming. 302 00:17:50,966 --> 00:17:52,426 Hm. (chuckles) 303 00:17:53,886 --> 00:17:55,178 I didn't either. 304 00:17:57,598 --> 00:17:58,891 Bye! 305 00:18:03,729 --> 00:18:06,148 Lex... 306 00:18:06,231 --> 00:18:08,817 Hon, take these in the back and hide 'em in the bushes. 307 00:18:08,901 --> 00:18:11,528 You really think she's gonna stab herself? 308 00:18:11,612 --> 00:18:14,823 Your sister's very emotional... Yes. 309 00:18:16,200 --> 00:18:19,912 -Really? -In the bushes, now. 310 00:18:19,995 --> 00:18:21,163 Go! 311 00:18:22,080 --> 00:18:23,165 Hurry! 312 00:18:24,166 --> 00:18:27,252 (unsettling music playing) 313 00:18:33,884 --> 00:18:35,052 (Suze sighs) 314 00:18:42,351 --> 00:18:44,937 Rue: It was at some point while breaking branches off a tree 315 00:18:45,020 --> 00:18:48,941 in order to camouflage a bucket of kitchen knives in a bush... 316 00:18:49,024 --> 00:18:52,611 that Lexi started to have second thoughts about putting on her play. 317 00:18:54,780 --> 00:18:55,948 Well, you know what... 318 00:18:56,031 --> 00:18:58,825 what you should put in the play... 319 00:18:58,909 --> 00:19:01,578 that time I beat Nate's ass at that party. 320 00:19:01,662 --> 00:19:04,957 -No! Oh god. -(laughing) 321 00:19:05,040 --> 00:19:07,167 I don't know. Cassie isn't doing too well. 322 00:19:07,250 --> 00:19:08,502 I'm worried that... 323 00:19:08,585 --> 00:19:11,129 she's gonna see the play, and then, she's gonna... 324 00:19:11,213 --> 00:19:12,673 freak out. 325 00:19:13,382 --> 00:19:14,466 Yeah, I mean... 326 00:19:16,051 --> 00:19:18,595 everybody gets their feelings hurt. 327 00:19:18,679 --> 00:19:20,138 -You know? -Yeah. 328 00:19:20,222 --> 00:19:22,099 Some people... 329 00:19:22,182 --> 00:19:25,435 some people need to get their feelings hurt sometimes. 330 00:19:25,519 --> 00:19:27,145 -(chuckles) -Yeah... I-- 331 00:19:27,229 --> 00:19:28,647 It's, like, the first time in my life 332 00:19:28,730 --> 00:19:30,983 I'm doing something for myself. 333 00:19:31,066 --> 00:19:32,109 Shit. 334 00:19:32,192 --> 00:19:36,530 What exactly is... the idea behind the play? 335 00:19:36,613 --> 00:19:40,701 I don't know, it's... it's, like, about a group of girlfriends 336 00:19:40,784 --> 00:19:42,119 who sort of... 337 00:19:43,412 --> 00:19:45,372 grow up and grow apart. 338 00:19:45,455 --> 00:19:47,290 Damn, so it's kinda like, uh, 339 00:19:47,374 --> 00:19:50,961 -"Stand By Me" vibes. -Yes, exactly! 340 00:19:51,044 --> 00:19:54,756 -I love that movie. That's... exactly it. -Hell yeah. 341 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:58,010 Come on now. I've watched that film, like, 50 times. 342 00:19:58,093 --> 00:20:01,430 -Have you really? -That's my shit, come on. 343 00:20:01,513 --> 00:20:06,935 In fact, my, my grandma has it on DVD, you know? 344 00:20:08,186 --> 00:20:09,730 Should we watch it? 345 00:20:09,813 --> 00:20:12,566 ♪ I've got, you've got... ♪ 346 00:20:12,649 --> 00:20:13,942 Rue: Lexi needed a break. 347 00:20:14,026 --> 00:20:16,153 ♪ Skeletons in the closet, my dear ♪ 348 00:20:16,236 --> 00:20:19,364 Cassie... can I use the bathroom? 349 00:20:19,448 --> 00:20:21,283 Cassie: No. 350 00:20:21,366 --> 00:20:23,326 -(line ringing) -Nate (on voicemail): Yo, this is Nate. 351 00:20:23,410 --> 00:20:25,996 I'm busy. Leave a message at the beep. 352 00:20:26,079 --> 00:20:28,206 -(beeps) -(line ringing) 353 00:20:28,290 --> 00:20:30,250 Nate (on voicemail): Yo, this is Nate. I'm busy. 354 00:20:30,333 --> 00:20:32,169 Leave a message at the beep. 355 00:20:33,462 --> 00:20:35,172 (line ringing) 356 00:20:35,255 --> 00:20:38,050 Whatever you do, don't marry anyone you meet in high school. 357 00:20:38,133 --> 00:20:39,885 (both chuckling) 358 00:20:39,968 --> 00:20:42,846 I mean it. I used to be fun. 359 00:20:42,929 --> 00:20:44,264 And I know you don't believe me, 360 00:20:44,347 --> 00:20:46,391 -but I was fuckin' hot. -No, I believe you. 361 00:20:46,475 --> 00:20:49,311 Yeah, well, could've had anything I wanted. 362 00:20:51,313 --> 00:20:54,316 Then I just... fell in love with your dad. 363 00:20:54,399 --> 00:20:57,027 -Well, I'm very happy he's gone. -Yeah. 364 00:20:58,653 --> 00:21:02,616 Do me a favor. Just... don't take your anger out on me. 365 00:21:02,699 --> 00:21:04,826 Why would I be angry at you? 366 00:21:04,910 --> 00:21:06,286 'Cause you're an angry guy. 367 00:21:06,369 --> 00:21:07,913 No, I was angry at Dad. 368 00:21:07,996 --> 00:21:10,582 That's very different than, you know, being angry. 369 00:21:10,665 --> 00:21:13,460 Okay... Whatever you say. 370 00:21:13,543 --> 00:21:14,878 And I feel like when I was angry, 371 00:21:14,961 --> 00:21:16,922 I had a pretty good reason to be angry. 372 00:21:17,005 --> 00:21:19,007 Okay, look, I'm not, I'm not saying angry people 373 00:21:19,091 --> 00:21:22,010 don't have a reason to be angry. Right? You hated your father. 374 00:21:22,094 --> 00:21:24,471 -That's as good a reason as any. -Yeah, but that's my point. 375 00:21:24,554 --> 00:21:25,931 My anger was directed toward him. 376 00:21:26,014 --> 00:21:27,265 It's not just towards anyone. 377 00:21:27,349 --> 00:21:28,433 Yeah, I don't know about that. 378 00:21:28,517 --> 00:21:30,268 No, it's not. It's fuckin' specific. 379 00:21:30,352 --> 00:21:31,937 Okay, look... 380 00:21:32,020 --> 00:21:33,772 can we just have a nice time? 381 00:21:34,689 --> 00:21:36,483 Yeah? 382 00:21:36,566 --> 00:21:39,194 -Yeah. -Okay, thank you. 383 00:21:40,320 --> 00:21:43,990 (Marsha humming) Need another bottle. 384 00:21:44,074 --> 00:21:45,450 Cassie: I'm not the bad guy. 385 00:21:45,534 --> 00:21:48,161 Everyone keeps looking at me like I'm the bad guy, 386 00:21:48,245 --> 00:21:49,830 but I'm not the bad guy! 387 00:21:49,913 --> 00:21:52,749 -Well, you're not the good guy. -Yeah, that's for sure. 388 00:21:52,833 --> 00:21:54,626 Everyone thinks that I was hooking up with Nate 389 00:21:54,709 --> 00:21:56,211 when he and Maddy were still together, 390 00:21:56,294 --> 00:21:58,672 but that's not accurate. There was no crossover. 391 00:21:58,755 --> 00:22:02,425 Cassie, please, just a little bit of peace, please. 392 00:22:02,509 --> 00:22:03,802 Cassie: But Rue made it sound like 393 00:22:03,885 --> 00:22:05,387 we were just hooking up the entire time, 394 00:22:05,470 --> 00:22:07,597 but I would never do that to someone I love. 395 00:22:07,681 --> 00:22:10,475 Yeah, I don't think that's a real airtight defense. 396 00:22:10,559 --> 00:22:14,020 -It's the truth! -Suze: Oh, Cassie, you're driving me nuts! 397 00:22:14,104 --> 00:22:15,480 It's one thing to do what you did, 398 00:22:15,564 --> 00:22:17,691 and it's another thing to pretend you're all innocent, 399 00:22:17,774 --> 00:22:20,193 -and it's no big deal. -I'm just pointing out the facts. 400 00:22:20,277 --> 00:22:23,238 -Well, I'm pointing out the principle. -What principle? 401 00:22:23,321 --> 00:22:25,657 The "don't fuck your best friend's boyfriend" principle. 402 00:22:25,740 --> 00:22:27,868 That is what I am trying to tell you, Mom! 403 00:22:27,951 --> 00:22:31,288 -They weren't boyfriend and girlfriend, god! -I don't care! 404 00:22:31,371 --> 00:22:33,874 I just wanna watch my "Millionaire Matchmaker" 405 00:22:33,957 --> 00:22:35,458 in peace for one hour, 406 00:22:35,542 --> 00:22:37,377 one goddamn hour! 407 00:22:37,919 --> 00:22:39,254 Fuck! 408 00:22:39,337 --> 00:22:42,674 You, uh, you still seein' that, that, that blonde girl? 409 00:22:42,757 --> 00:22:46,011 -Why? -Mm, 'cause I prefer her to Maddy. 410 00:22:46,094 --> 00:22:48,430 Well, you're in luck. 411 00:22:48,513 --> 00:22:50,515 So, so you're dating? 412 00:22:50,599 --> 00:22:53,602 No, I just mean Maddy's never gonna fuckin' talk to me again. 413 00:22:53,685 --> 00:22:58,356 -Oh, well, that's good. -Well, we'll see. 414 00:22:58,440 --> 00:23:01,568 I was, I was just terrified you were gonna get her pregnant. 415 00:23:01,651 --> 00:23:03,236 -Who? Maddy? -(scoffs) 416 00:23:03,320 --> 00:23:05,989 She's the type that would keep it just to spite you. 417 00:23:06,072 --> 00:23:07,324 Thank you. 418 00:23:07,407 --> 00:23:09,201 Can't really picture her being a mom. 419 00:23:09,284 --> 00:23:11,077 Ooh, man, I could. 420 00:23:11,161 --> 00:23:12,662 Especially if it meant she had the chance 421 00:23:12,746 --> 00:23:14,497 to screw you over for the rest of her life. 422 00:23:14,581 --> 00:23:15,916 Yeah, well, she's not fuckin' pregnant, 423 00:23:15,999 --> 00:23:18,418 and she's never gonna talk to me again. 424 00:23:18,501 --> 00:23:21,046 So... what about the blonde girl? 425 00:23:22,797 --> 00:23:25,634 -Oh, it's complicated. -Why? 426 00:23:25,717 --> 00:23:31,723 -Um, she's Maddy's best friend. -(laughs) Shit. 427 00:23:31,806 --> 00:23:33,892 (both laughing) 428 00:23:34,643 --> 00:23:36,686 Who's the cunt now? 429 00:23:36,770 --> 00:23:38,146 Do you remember when she said that? 430 00:23:38,230 --> 00:23:41,024 -Yes, I do remember. -(gasps) Oh my god. 431 00:23:41,107 --> 00:23:43,318 I know it's not the right thing to say... 432 00:23:43,401 --> 00:23:45,695 but when you grabbed her after that, and you, like, 433 00:23:45,779 --> 00:23:47,989 pulled her ass off, I was thinkin', "That's my boy." 434 00:23:48,073 --> 00:23:51,117 Huh? "Stickin' up for his mama." (kisses) 435 00:23:51,201 --> 00:23:54,496 Oh my gosh. (laughs) Shit. 436 00:23:54,579 --> 00:23:57,290 -Yeah, it was a pretty insane thing to do. -I know, well, 437 00:23:57,374 --> 00:24:00,502 you know, you didn't have to go so far as to choke her. 438 00:24:02,003 --> 00:24:04,839 -I didn't choke her. -Mmm. 439 00:24:04,923 --> 00:24:08,510 -Mom, they dropped the charges. -Okay. 440 00:24:08,593 --> 00:24:10,303 -I didn't fuckin' choke her. -Look... 441 00:24:10,387 --> 00:24:12,222 at that moment, I, I wanted to choke the girl, too. 442 00:24:12,305 --> 00:24:14,975 -Yeah, but my point is I didn't fucking choke her, Mom. -Okay! 443 00:24:15,058 --> 00:24:17,435 Don't get so upset that ya end up chokin' me. 444 00:24:17,519 --> 00:24:19,020 'Cause I won't drop the charges. 445 00:24:19,104 --> 00:24:21,273 I'll fuckin' clean house. 446 00:24:22,941 --> 00:24:24,109 (chuckles) 447 00:24:25,193 --> 00:24:25,944 Sorry. 448 00:24:26,027 --> 00:24:28,363 (Cassie screaming) 449 00:24:28,446 --> 00:24:29,739 What's going on? 450 00:24:33,076 --> 00:24:36,246 (cries) I just wanna die! 451 00:24:37,414 --> 00:24:40,417 Well, a corkscrew ain't gonna cut it. 452 00:24:40,500 --> 00:24:42,168 (cries) No... 453 00:24:43,336 --> 00:24:44,587 I told you. 454 00:24:47,716 --> 00:24:50,510 I don't understand. I thought you hated Nate. 455 00:24:50,593 --> 00:24:52,304 When I didn't know him. 456 00:24:52,387 --> 00:24:54,806 You've literally known him forever. 457 00:24:55,473 --> 00:24:58,601 Not like I do now. 458 00:24:58,685 --> 00:25:01,980 -Wait, is this why you ratted on Fezco? -Cassie: No. 459 00:25:02,063 --> 00:25:03,648 Oh my god. That's why you did it? 460 00:25:03,732 --> 00:25:05,191 -No! -That's why you said something? 461 00:25:05,275 --> 00:25:07,694 -'Cause you were sleeping with him? -No, I wasn't! 462 00:25:07,777 --> 00:25:10,447 Oh really? When did you start sleeping together? 463 00:25:10,530 --> 00:25:11,573 Uh... 464 00:25:11,656 --> 00:25:13,867 Uh... I, I don't, I don't know the exact date. 465 00:25:13,950 --> 00:25:16,286 Okay, well, was it before or after New Year's? 466 00:25:16,369 --> 00:25:18,580 -I don't know! -Okay, but for someone who's so obsessed with 467 00:25:18,663 --> 00:25:20,624 windows of time, I find that hard to believe. 468 00:25:20,707 --> 00:25:22,834 God, Lexi, you are making me feel worse! 469 00:25:22,917 --> 00:25:24,461 Do you even know why Fezco did what he did? 470 00:25:24,544 --> 00:25:27,839 -No, do you?! -Yeah, I do. 471 00:25:27,922 --> 00:25:30,800 -Then tell me. -No, I'm not gonna tell you because you'll tell Nate. 472 00:25:30,884 --> 00:25:33,928 -I don't fuckin' trust you. -No one does! 473 00:25:34,012 --> 00:25:36,056 Yeah, 'cause you fell in love with someone who spent years 474 00:25:36,139 --> 00:25:39,059 making fun of you. It's sad. 475 00:25:41,102 --> 00:25:43,104 Nate: Did you know Dad was cheating on you? 476 00:25:44,689 --> 00:25:45,899 Did you? 477 00:25:47,567 --> 00:25:48,693 No. 478 00:25:50,653 --> 00:25:52,655 I don't, I don't believe that for a second 479 00:25:52,739 --> 00:25:54,616 because when he came in here 480 00:25:54,699 --> 00:25:57,202 and he was ranting and raving about 481 00:25:57,285 --> 00:25:58,620 bein' a man, and markin' his territory-- 482 00:25:58,703 --> 00:26:01,581 I don't know, whatever the fuck he was talking about. 483 00:26:01,664 --> 00:26:04,751 (sighs) I looked at Aaron and I looked at you, 484 00:26:04,834 --> 00:26:07,087 and, boy, was there a difference 485 00:26:07,170 --> 00:26:08,588 in his response and your response. 486 00:26:08,671 --> 00:26:11,216 It's because Aaron is a fucking idiot. 487 00:26:13,468 --> 00:26:16,513 (chuckles) Okay, he is, isn't he? 488 00:26:16,596 --> 00:26:18,556 That's terrible. I'm laughing. 489 00:26:18,640 --> 00:26:21,393 -(sighs) -(both laughing) 490 00:26:23,561 --> 00:26:25,230 Oh... You know what? 491 00:26:25,313 --> 00:26:27,732 I think I'm gonna buy a Peloton. 492 00:26:27,816 --> 00:26:30,568 -Yeah, I am gonna start dating. -You're a drunk. 493 00:26:30,652 --> 00:26:32,320 Mm, what? You don't want a stepfather? 494 00:26:32,404 --> 00:26:33,947 -Mom, shut up. -No? Ooh, ooh! 495 00:26:34,030 --> 00:26:35,865 -What about one who's your age? That'd be fun. -Shut the fuck up. 496 00:26:35,949 --> 00:26:38,076 You're acting like a fuckin' teenager. 497 00:26:38,159 --> 00:26:40,620 -Jesus fuckin' Christ. -Wow! 498 00:26:40,703 --> 00:26:43,456 Why is it, why is it that you only have 499 00:26:43,540 --> 00:26:46,292 the bad qualities of your father, 500 00:26:46,376 --> 00:26:49,129 -and none of the good qualities? -Okay. 501 00:26:49,212 --> 00:26:51,381 Right, so Cal, Cal's a fuckin' saint now. 502 00:26:51,464 --> 00:26:53,299 No. That's, that's, that's not what I said. 503 00:26:53,383 --> 00:26:55,093 That's literally what you fuckin' said. 504 00:26:55,176 --> 00:26:57,345 Marsha: No, it's not. I just-- 505 00:26:59,514 --> 00:27:02,725 He's deeply flawed, and somehow... 506 00:27:02,809 --> 00:27:07,105 somehow, some way, we raised a child who's even more deeply flawed. 507 00:27:08,731 --> 00:27:11,109 Do you ever wonder about that? Do you just like-- 508 00:27:11,192 --> 00:27:13,445 What went wrong? Do you ever think about that? 509 00:27:13,528 --> 00:27:14,612 No, of course, you don't 510 00:27:14,696 --> 00:27:16,448 because your fuckin' dumb-ass dad 511 00:27:16,531 --> 00:27:19,617 didn't believe in therapy, so... 512 00:27:19,701 --> 00:27:22,537 self-reflection's off the table. It's just-- 513 00:27:24,998 --> 00:27:27,750 It's just a mystery to me. 514 00:27:27,834 --> 00:27:30,420 'Cause you were such a sweet little baby. 515 00:27:32,046 --> 00:27:34,799 I remember you used to come to our bedroom at night, 516 00:27:34,883 --> 00:27:36,468 and you would, you would ask me 517 00:27:36,551 --> 00:27:38,303 if I wanted anything to drink, 518 00:27:38,386 --> 00:27:41,222 you know, before bed, and sometimes I'd say, 519 00:27:41,306 --> 00:27:42,974 "Yeah," you know, "I want a glass of water," 520 00:27:43,057 --> 00:27:45,143 just to see if you'd, if you'd do it, 521 00:27:45,226 --> 00:27:47,187 if you meant it, and you did. 522 00:27:48,062 --> 00:27:49,647 Hm, you'd bring it up, right? 523 00:27:49,731 --> 00:27:51,441 You'd put it on the nightstand, 524 00:27:51,524 --> 00:27:54,235 and then, you'd give me a little kiss, 525 00:27:54,319 --> 00:27:56,070 and you'd tell me you loved me. 526 00:27:56,154 --> 00:27:57,405 Then you'd look over at your dad, 527 00:27:57,489 --> 00:27:59,991 and... you'd tell him you loved him, too, 528 00:28:00,074 --> 00:28:02,035 but without the kiss. 529 00:28:03,453 --> 00:28:06,706 And then... I don't know, somewhere, like, around... 530 00:28:07,832 --> 00:28:10,668 eight or nine, you just, you-you darkened. 531 00:28:12,253 --> 00:28:14,047 Do you remember those years? 532 00:28:16,257 --> 00:28:18,676 -Not really, no. -God, I used to ask your dad, 533 00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:21,513 I was like, "Did a baseball hit him in the head? 534 00:28:21,596 --> 00:28:23,306 "Did he get a concussion? Did something happen? 535 00:28:23,389 --> 00:28:24,682 I just-- I don't understand." 536 00:28:24,766 --> 00:28:26,768 It was such a drastic change, and I, I swear-- 537 00:28:26,851 --> 00:28:28,728 What's the fucking point? What's the point of all this? 538 00:28:28,811 --> 00:28:30,813 Look, I'm just-- I'm just tryin' to figure out 539 00:28:30,897 --> 00:28:33,650 how things ended up the way they ended up. That's all. 540 00:28:35,860 --> 00:28:39,155 I feel like you're tryin' to say something without sayin' it. 541 00:28:42,450 --> 00:28:43,743 I-I'm not. 542 00:28:46,955 --> 00:28:49,707 Just... forget I-- 543 00:28:52,961 --> 00:28:54,295 (Marsha sighs) 544 00:28:57,131 --> 00:28:59,217 (TV playing) 545 00:29:03,263 --> 00:29:05,974 Who said Nate was a bad person? Rue? 546 00:29:06,057 --> 00:29:07,308 It doesn't matter. 547 00:29:07,392 --> 00:29:08,893 'Cause if we wanna talk about people, 548 00:29:08,977 --> 00:29:11,854 -let's talk about Rue. -Rue's a good girl. 549 00:29:11,938 --> 00:29:13,231 Cassie: And I'm not? 550 00:29:13,314 --> 00:29:15,066 I didn't say you're not a good girl. 551 00:29:15,149 --> 00:29:17,569 Rue's had a very hard life. 552 00:29:17,652 --> 00:29:20,822 Not harder than my life or Lexi's life. 553 00:29:20,905 --> 00:29:22,949 -Suze: It's different. -Right. 554 00:29:23,032 --> 00:29:25,952 Her dad died and ours just stopped calling. 555 00:29:26,035 --> 00:29:27,870 I don't know which is worse. 556 00:29:27,954 --> 00:29:30,290 And if you weren't such a fucking loser with no self-respect, 557 00:29:30,373 --> 00:29:33,668 -you'd drop her 'cause she treats you like shit. -Suze: Enough! Enough! 558 00:29:33,751 --> 00:29:36,212 What, I can't say it to her, but you two can say it to me?! 559 00:29:36,296 --> 00:29:38,881 I never said you didn't have any self-respect! 560 00:29:38,965 --> 00:29:41,759 You don't have to! I can fuckin' feel it! 561 00:29:44,470 --> 00:29:47,557 Oh, she needs a fucking exorcism. 562 00:29:50,059 --> 00:29:52,103 Rue: The truth was, Nate didn't give a shit 563 00:29:52,186 --> 00:29:54,564 about what would happen to his dad. 564 00:29:54,647 --> 00:29:59,402 He did, however, care about what happened to his dad's business 565 00:29:59,485 --> 00:30:03,948 because, eventually, that would become Nate's business. 566 00:30:04,032 --> 00:30:08,161 And while he didn't know much about real estate... 567 00:30:08,244 --> 00:30:12,624 he did know there wasn't much of a market for homes built by a pedophile. 568 00:30:17,712 --> 00:30:20,131 or the son of a pedophile. 569 00:30:20,214 --> 00:30:22,175 Even though, technically, he wasn't a pedophile, 570 00:30:22,258 --> 00:30:25,178 but it's not like you could argue that out loud. 571 00:30:32,310 --> 00:30:35,438 (tense music playing) 572 00:30:41,611 --> 00:30:43,655 (barrel clicking) 573 00:30:50,828 --> 00:30:53,456 Rue: Meanwhile, Jules was at home. 574 00:30:53,539 --> 00:30:55,958 And she hadn't talked to Elliot since... 575 00:30:56,042 --> 00:30:59,295 You know what? Actually, I don't want to talk about Jules and Elliot. 576 00:30:59,379 --> 00:31:01,923 Fuck them. Let's go back to Maddy. 577 00:31:02,006 --> 00:31:03,633 Theo: Then, there are two King Boo's, 578 00:31:03,716 --> 00:31:05,635 and then, three King Boo's. 579 00:31:05,718 --> 00:31:09,389 Rue: Maddy wasn't just angry about Nate and Cassie. 580 00:31:09,472 --> 00:31:12,684 She was also depressed and heartbroken. 581 00:31:13,559 --> 00:31:16,688 (melancholy music playing) 582 00:31:18,606 --> 00:31:21,109 All the times that Cassie consoled her, 583 00:31:21,192 --> 00:31:24,487 comforted her, pretended to be there for her... 584 00:31:26,906 --> 00:31:28,574 none of it was real. 585 00:31:33,663 --> 00:31:35,415 It was all an illusion. 586 00:31:43,297 --> 00:31:45,383 ♪ ♪ 587 00:31:47,468 --> 00:31:48,553 (phone buzzes) 588 00:32:03,901 --> 00:32:05,528 (insects chirping) 589 00:32:13,494 --> 00:32:14,871 -Hi. -Samantha: Hi. 590 00:32:14,954 --> 00:32:17,790 -How was your night? -It was nice. 591 00:32:17,874 --> 00:32:19,459 I hadn't seen my girlfriends in a while, 592 00:32:19,542 --> 00:32:20,710 so it was good to catch up 593 00:32:20,793 --> 00:32:23,504 on all the meaningless, fun bullshit. 594 00:32:23,588 --> 00:32:26,716 Well, Theo and I played two and a half hours of video games, 595 00:32:26,799 --> 00:32:29,552 and then, he told me about how he loves demons, 596 00:32:29,635 --> 00:32:32,555 and that when I sleep, they're gonna steal my heart. 597 00:32:33,598 --> 00:32:35,016 He's a nut. 598 00:32:37,894 --> 00:32:40,980 Feel like we should get drunk and go for a swim. 599 00:32:43,316 --> 00:32:44,358 Okay. 600 00:32:46,569 --> 00:32:47,945 Rue: Maddy didn't wanna tell Samantha 601 00:32:48,029 --> 00:32:50,656 what had happened with Nate and Cassie. 602 00:32:50,740 --> 00:32:53,409 But after two glasses of wine... 603 00:32:53,493 --> 00:32:55,995 she told her what had happened with Nate and Cassie. 604 00:32:57,330 --> 00:33:00,541 -God, that's horrible. -Maddy: Right? 605 00:33:02,084 --> 00:33:06,380 -You want to hear something more horrible? -What? 606 00:33:06,464 --> 00:33:10,134 When I was in college, I kind of did the same thing to one of my best friends. 607 00:33:10,218 --> 00:33:12,553 -You mean you were me? -No. 608 00:33:12,637 --> 00:33:15,515 No, that'd be less horrible. I, I was her. 609 00:33:15,598 --> 00:33:17,183 Don't tell me that. I like you. 610 00:33:17,266 --> 00:33:20,978 -Please don't tell me that. -Yeah, I know, I know. 611 00:33:21,062 --> 00:33:25,107 -You fucked one of your girlfriend's boyfriends? -Yeah, multiple times. 612 00:33:25,191 --> 00:33:27,360 You did this to multiple girlfriends? 613 00:33:27,443 --> 00:33:31,364 -No! Jesus. Just one. -Oh. 614 00:33:31,447 --> 00:33:35,159 Yeah... many times. (chuckles) 615 00:33:35,243 --> 00:33:37,286 Maddy: Okay, but how close were you? 616 00:33:39,455 --> 00:33:43,876 -No, don't do this to me. -I know. I'm sorry. 617 00:33:43,960 --> 00:33:46,045 Why? 618 00:33:46,128 --> 00:33:50,716 Because he gave me just the right amount of attention at the wrong time. 619 00:33:50,800 --> 00:33:52,343 That is so depressing. 620 00:33:52,426 --> 00:33:56,472 (chuckles) I was a fucking mess in high school... 621 00:33:56,556 --> 00:34:00,184 in college, and in my 20s. 622 00:34:00,268 --> 00:34:03,020 The idea that there was ever anyone in the world 623 00:34:03,104 --> 00:34:06,607 who... would want to settle down and marry me 624 00:34:06,691 --> 00:34:08,234 was a complete shock to me. 625 00:34:08,317 --> 00:34:11,404 -You're lying. -No. I'm not. 626 00:34:11,487 --> 00:34:12,822 I was, literally, 627 00:34:12,905 --> 00:34:15,324 the girl that everyone and their mothers used to say, 628 00:34:15,408 --> 00:34:18,035 "No one would ever settle down and marry her, 629 00:34:18,119 --> 00:34:20,538 and God-help whoever did." 630 00:34:20,621 --> 00:34:22,164 Why would they say that? 631 00:34:22,248 --> 00:34:24,792 Because I was messy. 632 00:34:24,876 --> 00:34:27,003 Oh, and I loved to fight. 633 00:34:27,086 --> 00:34:29,755 See, I'm not a mess, but I do love a fight. 634 00:34:29,839 --> 00:34:32,091 -Oh, it's the best. -Totally underrated. 635 00:34:32,174 --> 00:34:35,803 -In the long run, not so much, but in the moment? -It's fucking amazing. 636 00:34:35,887 --> 00:34:38,264 Oh, it's so good. 637 00:34:38,347 --> 00:34:41,517 -But... I mean, that's just who I am. -Yeah? 638 00:34:41,601 --> 00:34:45,730 I used to think that's who I was, too, until I met Sebastian. 639 00:34:45,813 --> 00:34:47,523 You don't fight? 640 00:34:47,607 --> 00:34:48,816 Not really, no. 641 00:34:48,900 --> 00:34:51,235 -Really? -Yeah. 642 00:34:51,319 --> 00:34:54,906 I just don't think my brain is wired that way. 643 00:34:54,989 --> 00:34:57,116 If you are still dating guys like this in your 40s, 644 00:34:57,199 --> 00:34:59,118 we'd be having a very different conversation, 645 00:34:59,201 --> 00:35:02,079 but you're 18 years old. Who gives a shit? 646 00:35:02,163 --> 00:35:03,247 (chuckles) 647 00:35:06,459 --> 00:35:08,628 Did you and your friend ever make up? 648 00:35:08,711 --> 00:35:11,380 God no. She never spoke to me again. 649 00:35:11,464 --> 00:35:14,675 ("Stand by Me" by Ben E. King playing) 650 00:35:16,344 --> 00:35:18,429 (Lexi crying) 651 00:35:19,347 --> 00:35:20,681 Lexi: Oh god. 652 00:35:24,852 --> 00:35:27,188 (chuckles) It's so sad. 653 00:35:28,898 --> 00:35:32,151 Think I got somethin' in my fuckin' eye. 654 00:35:32,234 --> 00:35:34,654 ♪ And the land is dark ♪ 655 00:35:34,737 --> 00:35:36,697 (chuckles) 656 00:35:36,781 --> 00:35:40,660 Both (singing along): ♪ Is the only light we'll see ♪ 657 00:35:42,870 --> 00:35:46,248 ♪ No, I won't be afraid ♪ 658 00:35:46,332 --> 00:35:50,586 ♪ Oh, I won't be afraid ♪ 659 00:35:50,670 --> 00:35:54,131 ♪ Just as long as you stand ♪ 660 00:35:54,215 --> 00:35:57,385 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 661 00:35:57,468 --> 00:36:02,473 ♪ So darlin', darlin', stand by me ♪ 662 00:36:02,556 --> 00:36:06,936 ♪ Oh, stand by me ♪ 663 00:36:07,019 --> 00:36:09,939 ♪ Oh, stand ♪ 664 00:36:10,022 --> 00:36:13,818 ♪ Stand by me, stand by me ♪ 665 00:36:15,069 --> 00:36:19,490 ♪ If the sky that we look upon ♪ 666 00:36:20,616 --> 00:36:23,035 ♪ Should tumble and fall ♪ 667 00:36:23,119 --> 00:36:30,167 ♪ Or the mountains should crumble to the sea ♪ 668 00:36:31,252 --> 00:36:34,672 ♪ I won't cry, I won't cry ♪ 669 00:36:34,755 --> 00:36:38,634 ♪ No, I won't shed a tear ♪ 670 00:36:38,718 --> 00:36:43,264 -(Lexi chuckling) -♪ Just as long as you stand ♪ 671 00:36:43,347 --> 00:36:45,850 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 672 00:36:45,933 --> 00:36:50,646 ♪ And darlin', darlin', stand by me ♪ 673 00:36:50,730 --> 00:36:55,609 ♪ Oh, stand by me ♪ 674 00:36:55,693 --> 00:36:58,237 ♪ Woah, stand now ♪ 675 00:36:58,320 --> 00:37:00,865 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 676 00:37:00,948 --> 00:37:03,826 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 677 00:37:07,079 --> 00:37:09,165 ♪ ♪ 678 00:37:27,975 --> 00:37:30,728 Custer: Faye! Come here. 679 00:37:33,481 --> 00:37:34,857 Hurry the fuck up! 680 00:37:37,234 --> 00:37:39,779 -What are you doing? -I gotta talk to you. 681 00:37:39,862 --> 00:37:42,656 Why are you in the alley? 682 00:37:42,740 --> 00:37:47,620 ♪ Darlin', darlin', stand by me ♪ 683 00:37:49,330 --> 00:37:51,499 (Ashtray urinating) 684 00:37:51,582 --> 00:37:53,459 And then, so the fucking cops knock on my door, 685 00:37:53,542 --> 00:37:56,295 -askin' all kinds of questions. -What questions? 686 00:37:56,378 --> 00:37:58,923 -Questions about Mouse. -What did you say? 687 00:37:59,006 --> 00:38:01,175 Nothing. But then, the next day I was walking, 688 00:38:01,258 --> 00:38:02,760 and I'm like-- I had a couple OCs in my pocket, 689 00:38:02,843 --> 00:38:05,137 and they just ran up talkin' all kinds of crazy shit. 690 00:38:05,221 --> 00:38:07,890 You know, "You're gonna go to prison. We know you killed Mouse." 691 00:38:07,973 --> 00:38:10,142 I was like, "I, I didn't kill Mouse." 692 00:38:10,226 --> 00:38:12,436 Are you cooperating? 693 00:38:12,520 --> 00:38:13,437 Hell no. 694 00:38:13,521 --> 00:38:15,147 Babe, they already had their sights 695 00:38:15,231 --> 00:38:17,149 set on fuckin' Fez and Ash. 696 00:38:17,233 --> 00:38:19,819 So, you are cooperating with the police. 697 00:38:19,902 --> 00:38:22,738 I do not know if that is the right word, all right, but I'm helping 'em out. 698 00:38:22,822 --> 00:38:25,032 Okay, they definitely had their sights set on them beforehand, 699 00:38:25,116 --> 00:38:26,534 so I didn't set anything into motion. 700 00:38:26,617 --> 00:38:27,493 I love you, baby, 701 00:38:27,576 --> 00:38:28,994 and I'm gonna be coming over soon, 702 00:38:29,078 --> 00:38:30,538 and I'm gonna be talkin' about some things, 703 00:38:30,621 --> 00:38:33,707 and I need you to stay the fuck out of it. 704 00:38:42,883 --> 00:38:44,593 (toilet flushes) 705 00:38:48,764 --> 00:38:52,101 Oh, hey, it's raining. 706 00:38:52,184 --> 00:38:54,520 I'm gonna take a shower. 707 00:39:00,901 --> 00:39:06,198 ♪ Darlin', darlin', stand by me ♪ 708 00:39:06,282 --> 00:39:09,743 ♪ Oh, stand by me ♪ 709 00:39:09,827 --> 00:39:12,997 -This shit go hard. -(Lexi chuckling) 710 00:39:13,080 --> 00:39:14,957 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 711 00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:16,750 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 712 00:39:16,834 --> 00:39:22,882 But for real though, if, if your play is anything like "Stand By Me," 713 00:39:22,965 --> 00:39:25,801 you're not gonna have no problems. (chuckles) 714 00:39:39,773 --> 00:39:41,692 (thunder rumbling) 715 00:40:23,943 --> 00:40:27,196 -(cocks gun) -What are you doing? 716 00:40:27,279 --> 00:40:30,115 Nate: Don't worry. I'm not here to apologize. 717 00:40:31,659 --> 00:40:34,536 Can you imagine if I was sitting here with a gun 718 00:40:34,620 --> 00:40:37,039 forcing you to accept my apology? 719 00:40:38,874 --> 00:40:41,794 -You're scaring me. -Yeah... 720 00:40:43,128 --> 00:40:44,672 It's kinda the point. 721 00:40:48,634 --> 00:40:51,804 (tense music playing) 722 00:40:58,102 --> 00:41:01,814 I love you. I love you, Nate. 723 00:41:01,897 --> 00:41:04,942 Nate... I love you. 724 00:41:05,025 --> 00:41:08,237 I know you better than anyone in this world. 725 00:41:09,530 --> 00:41:11,657 I humiliated you. 726 00:41:12,408 --> 00:41:13,701 It's over. 727 00:41:22,418 --> 00:41:24,461 ♪ ♪ 728 00:41:38,058 --> 00:41:41,770 Why do you think my dad likes to film himself fucking? 729 00:41:43,897 --> 00:41:46,150 I don't know what you're talking about. 730 00:41:57,036 --> 00:41:59,121 ♪ ♪ 731 00:42:02,958 --> 00:42:05,085 Can you believe it was Jules? 732 00:42:18,390 --> 00:42:20,726 I'm gonna need that disc now. 733 00:42:24,104 --> 00:42:25,439 I don't have it. 734 00:42:26,315 --> 00:42:27,399 Nate: Hm. 735 00:42:28,275 --> 00:42:29,443 Okay. 736 00:42:32,363 --> 00:42:33,530 Okay. 737 00:42:36,825 --> 00:42:38,327 (barrel clicking) 738 00:42:44,333 --> 00:42:46,460 (Maddy crying) 739 00:42:48,253 --> 00:42:49,797 Nate: Take a deep breath. 740 00:42:51,465 --> 00:42:52,424 (gun clicks) 741 00:42:54,134 --> 00:42:56,387 (sniffling) 742 00:42:59,848 --> 00:43:01,600 (crying) 743 00:43:03,477 --> 00:43:06,063 (winces) 744 00:43:06,146 --> 00:43:07,940 Stop it, Nate. 745 00:43:11,693 --> 00:43:14,947 -(gun clicks) -(crying) Stop, Nate, stop. 746 00:43:15,030 --> 00:43:18,158 Please, please stop. 747 00:43:18,242 --> 00:43:20,536 -Please, stop it, stop it, please. -(gun clicks) 748 00:43:20,619 --> 00:43:23,831 -Please, stop it. -(Nate grunts) 749 00:43:25,582 --> 00:43:27,292 Stop, stop, stop. 750 00:43:27,376 --> 00:43:29,086 It's in, it's in my purse. 751 00:43:29,169 --> 00:43:31,296 It's in my purse. It's in my purse. 752 00:43:31,380 --> 00:43:32,798 (gasps) 753 00:43:40,472 --> 00:43:41,974 (groans) 754 00:43:44,184 --> 00:43:47,312 (Nate groans) 755 00:43:47,938 --> 00:43:51,066 (crying) 756 00:43:59,992 --> 00:44:01,702 (thunder rumbling) 757 00:44:01,785 --> 00:44:04,830 (rapid breaths) 758 00:44:07,166 --> 00:44:08,834 (Maddy sniffling) 759 00:44:10,085 --> 00:44:13,505 Hey, I'm sorry. 760 00:44:13,589 --> 00:44:15,340 I'm sorry. I was-- 761 00:44:16,216 --> 00:44:17,634 -I was jok-- -Don't touch me! 762 00:44:17,718 --> 00:44:20,137 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 763 00:44:20,220 --> 00:44:22,014 There's no bullets in the gun. 764 00:44:27,561 --> 00:44:29,563 Goodbye. 765 00:44:29,646 --> 00:44:34,067 ("I'll Be There for You/ You're All I Need to Get By" by Method Man playing) 766 00:44:38,780 --> 00:44:43,410 ♪ You're all I need ♪ 767 00:44:43,494 --> 00:44:48,749 ♪ To get by, ahh ♪ 768 00:44:48,832 --> 00:44:53,420 ♪ You're all I need ♪ 769 00:44:53,504 --> 00:44:55,339 ♪ To get by ♪ 770 00:44:55,422 --> 00:44:57,007 ♪ Me for you that's how it is ♪ 771 00:44:57,090 --> 00:44:59,009 ♪ I be your Noah, you be my Wiz ♪ 772 00:44:59,092 --> 00:45:01,887 ♪ I'm your Mister, you my Mrs. with hugs and kisses ♪ 773 00:45:01,970 --> 00:45:05,307 ♪ Valentine cards and birthday wishes, please ♪ 774 00:45:05,390 --> 00:45:07,476 ♪ ♪ 775 00:45:10,771 --> 00:45:12,523 (phone buzzes) 776 00:45:19,863 --> 00:45:21,740 -Hello? -Nate (on phone): Look, I know you probably 777 00:45:21,823 --> 00:45:24,743 don't wanna talk to me, but I'm about to be outside your house, 778 00:45:24,826 --> 00:45:26,620 and I really need to speak to you. 779 00:45:26,703 --> 00:45:28,247 I don't care. 780 00:45:31,667 --> 00:45:33,710 (phone buzzing) 781 00:45:37,923 --> 00:45:42,052 (text notifications) 782 00:45:47,307 --> 00:45:50,435 (uneasy music playing) 783 00:46:03,240 --> 00:46:04,616 (blade clicking) 784 00:46:09,413 --> 00:46:11,248 (thunder rumbling) 785 00:46:20,340 --> 00:46:21,842 No, thank you. 786 00:46:24,678 --> 00:46:26,221 It's good to see you. 787 00:46:29,266 --> 00:46:31,810 I know you hate me. 788 00:46:31,893 --> 00:46:33,437 I've done a lot of shitty things, 789 00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:37,274 but, um... no, this isn't one of 'em. 790 00:46:37,357 --> 00:46:38,817 What do you want? 791 00:46:38,900 --> 00:46:42,195 First... to apologize. 792 00:46:42,279 --> 00:46:43,739 I'm not interested. 793 00:46:43,822 --> 00:46:45,907 I know, but you are gonna be interested in the second thing. 794 00:46:45,991 --> 00:46:49,369 Unfortunately for you, you're gonna have to hear my apology first. 795 00:46:51,705 --> 00:46:53,248 Uh... 796 00:46:54,583 --> 00:46:56,668 I'm sorry... 797 00:46:56,752 --> 00:46:58,920 for everything that I've done to you. 798 00:47:02,674 --> 00:47:05,010 You didn't deserve it. 799 00:47:05,093 --> 00:47:08,597 I was, uh... I was tryin' to protect somebody that 800 00:47:08,680 --> 00:47:10,849 didn't deserve to be protected. 801 00:47:15,187 --> 00:47:17,731 If I could take it all back, I would. 802 00:47:19,650 --> 00:47:22,527 But... I did what I did. 803 00:47:26,365 --> 00:47:29,201 I found out about you and my dad from, um... 804 00:47:30,327 --> 00:47:33,205 from this disc. 805 00:47:33,288 --> 00:47:36,792 Yeah, he, uh, he secretly records every encounter he has, 806 00:47:36,875 --> 00:47:40,462 and, you know, he's been doin' it, well... 807 00:47:40,545 --> 00:47:44,675 well, honestly, as long as I can remember. 808 00:47:44,758 --> 00:47:47,844 I stole it from him, and he had a, he had a mental breakdown, 809 00:47:47,928 --> 00:47:49,346 and he moved out of the house, 810 00:47:49,429 --> 00:47:51,765 so I thought that I would, uh-- 811 00:47:51,848 --> 00:47:54,851 I thought I'd give it to you, and, you know, you can 812 00:47:54,935 --> 00:47:56,728 do with it as you please. 813 00:47:58,563 --> 00:48:01,358 -So, there was a camera? -Yes. 814 00:48:03,193 --> 00:48:04,736 And you've seen it? 815 00:48:06,363 --> 00:48:08,198 Yeah. 816 00:48:08,281 --> 00:48:11,118 -Have a lot of people seen it? -No, no. 817 00:48:12,327 --> 00:48:14,037 Does he know you're giving this to me? 818 00:48:14,121 --> 00:48:17,541 No... No. He would fuckin' kill me. 819 00:48:20,544 --> 00:48:23,422 Is this, like, the only copy, or... 820 00:48:23,505 --> 00:48:25,215 is it other, other places? 821 00:48:25,298 --> 00:48:27,759 I mean, it's the only one that I know of, yeah. 822 00:48:32,472 --> 00:48:34,891 Why are you giving this to me? 823 00:48:34,975 --> 00:48:38,979 Honestly, the answer is too stupid and simple. 824 00:48:39,062 --> 00:48:41,231 I think it's better if we just keep it a mystery. 825 00:48:41,314 --> 00:48:44,526 What, did you become, like, a good person? 826 00:48:44,609 --> 00:48:46,319 Absolutely not, no. 827 00:48:46,403 --> 00:48:48,697 I mean, you should've seen what I had to do to get it. 828 00:48:54,202 --> 00:48:57,581 I came out here with a box cutter in my sleeve. 829 00:48:57,664 --> 00:48:59,499 You know, in, in case there was a chance 830 00:48:59,583 --> 00:49:01,626 I might have to slit your throat. 831 00:49:03,336 --> 00:49:05,380 That's how little I trust you. 832 00:49:09,217 --> 00:49:13,847 -Well, uh, thank you. -You're welcome. 833 00:49:17,434 --> 00:49:19,770 -Um, I'm gonna go. -Okay. 834 00:49:21,146 --> 00:49:22,647 Hey, um... 835 00:49:24,024 --> 00:49:25,567 for what it's worth... 836 00:49:27,819 --> 00:49:30,030 everything I ever said was true. 837 00:49:36,244 --> 00:49:37,579 Same here. 838 00:49:40,540 --> 00:49:43,543 (uneasy music playing) 839 00:49:43,627 --> 00:49:45,670 ♪ ♪ 840 00:50:05,440 --> 00:50:07,651 (phone buzzing) 841 00:50:11,238 --> 00:50:14,032 -Hello? -Nate (on phone): Hey, pack a suitcase. 842 00:50:14,115 --> 00:50:16,034 I'll be at your place in 10. 843 00:50:16,117 --> 00:50:17,369 You can stay at my house. 844 00:50:17,452 --> 00:50:18,829 Okay. 845 00:50:18,912 --> 00:50:20,080 Nate: Love you. 846 00:50:22,624 --> 00:50:23,959 I love you, too. 847 00:50:27,337 --> 00:50:30,632 ("Quiet, The Winter Harbor" by Mazzy Star playing) 848 00:50:38,640 --> 00:50:43,687 ♪ Well, you're still walking ♪ 849 00:50:43,770 --> 00:50:46,231 ♪ Around the block ♪ 850 00:50:46,314 --> 00:50:48,483 (phone chimes) 851 00:50:48,567 --> 00:50:53,363 ♪ You had a long time ♪ 852 00:50:53,446 --> 00:50:57,868 -♪ To think who you are ♪ -(door shuts) 853 00:50:58,743 --> 00:51:03,623 ♪ You look so sad ♪ 854 00:51:03,707 --> 00:51:07,460 ♪ Well, so you think ♪ 855 00:51:08,628 --> 00:51:12,173 ♪ You say, "Come over" ♪ 856 00:51:12,257 --> 00:51:13,341 (crying) 857 00:51:13,425 --> 00:51:16,595 ♪ And you're still a star ♪ 858 00:51:18,597 --> 00:51:22,183 ♪ You're like a villain ♪ 859 00:51:23,476 --> 00:51:26,938 ♪ In some old film ♪ 860 00:51:28,398 --> 00:51:32,944 ♪ Walking in the dark ♪ 861 00:51:33,028 --> 00:51:38,116 ♪ In somebody's room ♪ 862 00:51:39,367 --> 00:51:42,245 ♪ Save me ♪ 863 00:51:43,371 --> 00:51:48,001 ♪ 'Cause I'm still sinking ♪ 864 00:51:48,084 --> 00:51:53,048 ♪ And you've got a harbor ♪ 865 00:51:53,131 --> 00:51:57,302 ♪ Close to the shore ♪ 866 00:52:00,555 --> 00:52:02,641 ♪ ♪ 867 00:52:10,565 --> 00:52:13,818 I ruined my entire life for you. 868 00:52:26,665 --> 00:52:27,749 (grunts) 869 00:52:36,091 --> 00:52:39,761 ♪ Save me ♪ 870 00:52:39,844 --> 00:52:44,349 ♪ 'Cause I'm still sinking ♪ 871 00:52:44,432 --> 00:52:48,520 ♪ And you've got a harbor ♪ 872 00:52:49,437 --> 00:52:52,649 ♪ Close to the shore ♪ 873 00:52:56,444 --> 00:52:57,570 (plays video) 874 00:53:01,282 --> 00:53:04,577 -Cal (in video): How old are you? -Jules (in video): Uh, 22. 875 00:53:08,081 --> 00:53:09,791 Cal: Selfishly... 876 00:53:11,209 --> 00:53:12,919 I hope you stay. 877 00:53:15,922 --> 00:53:17,048 Wider. 878 00:53:19,384 --> 00:53:22,679 Wider... There you go. 879 00:53:22,762 --> 00:53:23,888 That's it. 880 00:53:24,597 --> 00:53:25,598 Good girl. 881 00:53:25,682 --> 00:53:28,893 ("Quiet, The Winter Harbor" continues) 882 00:53:41,364 --> 00:53:43,074 -Ali: So, Rue, Rue. -(Gia laughs) 883 00:53:43,158 --> 00:53:44,784 Hm? 884 00:53:44,868 --> 00:53:46,703 So, you think you hit rock bottom? 885 00:53:49,998 --> 00:53:51,249 Yes. 886 00:53:52,751 --> 00:53:54,419 -Ali: Hm. -Um... 887 00:53:55,253 --> 00:53:57,380 okay, uh, I know... 888 00:53:58,590 --> 00:54:01,676 that I have a lot of apologizing to do. 889 00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:04,596 -Uh... I get that. -Ali: Uh-huh. 890 00:54:04,679 --> 00:54:07,849 So, I just figured that I'd, you know... 891 00:54:07,932 --> 00:54:13,063 go to rehab, get clean, you know, sort my shit out, and, um... 892 00:54:13,146 --> 00:54:16,691 then come back, and... apologize. 893 00:54:16,775 --> 00:54:18,526 Ali: So you wanna get clean? 894 00:54:20,945 --> 00:54:22,822 -Yeah. -Ali: Okay. 895 00:54:25,533 --> 00:54:27,077 How do you feel about that? 896 00:54:30,205 --> 00:54:32,082 If it's real, then great. 897 00:54:32,165 --> 00:54:34,751 -It is. -Gia: You've said that before. 898 00:54:34,834 --> 00:54:37,378 Leslie: Gia, come on. 899 00:54:37,462 --> 00:54:39,589 What's wrong with her not believin' her? 900 00:54:41,174 --> 00:54:45,136 I think she needs all of our support. Right? 901 00:54:45,220 --> 00:54:47,514 Ali: I don't think it's a question of support. 902 00:54:47,597 --> 00:54:49,891 When you've let someone down again and again, 903 00:54:49,974 --> 00:54:52,393 I think it's fair to lose a little faith. 904 00:54:56,272 --> 00:54:58,066 I mean, what do you think? 905 00:54:58,149 --> 00:55:00,026 You think she'll get clean? 906 00:55:03,279 --> 00:55:04,531 I don't know. 907 00:55:05,907 --> 00:55:08,618 She said it's like a five percent chance, right? 908 00:55:08,701 --> 00:55:10,203 Ali: Somethin' like that. 909 00:55:12,205 --> 00:55:13,790 Where's the hope in that? 910 00:55:17,001 --> 00:55:20,797 The hope... is what Rue has to find. 911 00:55:24,384 --> 00:55:25,593 (clears throat) 912 00:55:26,928 --> 00:55:28,888 Yeah... piece of cake. 913 00:55:37,564 --> 00:55:39,649 -Let Rue be Rue-- -Mm-hm. 914 00:55:39,732 --> 00:55:41,776 and shower that little one with love. 915 00:55:43,862 --> 00:55:45,697 (softly): She's been waitin' on it. 916 00:55:50,785 --> 00:55:52,412 (knocks on door) 917 00:55:53,830 --> 00:55:54,998 Rue: Hey. 918 00:55:56,166 --> 00:55:59,002 You mind if I sleep in your bed tonight? 919 00:55:59,085 --> 00:56:01,171 Yeah, yeah, for sure. Come on. 920 00:56:29,157 --> 00:56:32,452 I feel like I don't know anything about your life anymore. 921 00:56:36,956 --> 00:56:39,167 I'll tell you when you get back. 922 00:56:41,419 --> 00:56:42,503 Okay. 923 00:56:45,590 --> 00:56:47,717 -Good night. -Night. 924 00:56:53,681 --> 00:56:55,892 (phone buzzing) 925 00:56:55,975 --> 00:56:57,143 Hello? 926 00:56:58,394 --> 00:56:59,938 Yes, this is her. 927 00:57:02,357 --> 00:57:05,985 Yeah, my daughter. She's 17 years old. 928 00:57:08,238 --> 00:57:12,784 (sighs) I think opiates, hero-heroin. 929 00:57:12,867 --> 00:57:15,453 I think mainly just opiates. 930 00:57:18,164 --> 00:57:21,334 Well, I t-took her to the emergency room about four days ago, 931 00:57:21,417 --> 00:57:26,381 and... the doctor gave her somethin' to help with the withdrawal. 932 00:57:30,134 --> 00:57:33,429 But I was hopin' to bring her in as soon as possible. 933 00:57:36,307 --> 00:57:39,936 But she needs to be in an inpatient hospital. 934 00:57:46,859 --> 00:57:49,487 You don't understand my daughter, okay? 935 00:57:49,570 --> 00:57:53,491 She's a drug addict, okay? And she's gonna kill herself. 936 00:57:53,574 --> 00:57:56,494 Please, I am beggin' you, please, okay? 937 00:57:56,577 --> 00:58:00,123 She needs to be in an inpatient, not just the detox. 938 00:58:00,206 --> 00:58:02,542 She needs to be put back into rehab. 939 00:58:02,625 --> 00:58:04,794 No, don't. Please listen to me. 940 00:58:04,877 --> 00:58:10,425 I know my daughter. She is going to kill herself. 941 00:58:10,508 --> 00:58:14,220 (crying) Please don't do this, please. I'm begging. 942 00:58:15,888 --> 00:58:19,851 Please, don't do this to us. Don't do this to us, please! 943 00:58:22,270 --> 00:58:24,772 (crying): My daughter's gonna kill herself. 944 00:58:28,443 --> 00:58:30,111 (Leslie sniffles, cries) 945 00:58:33,364 --> 00:58:36,492 (melancholy music playing) 946 00:58:51,382 --> 00:58:53,468 ♪ ♪ 947 00:59:08,441 --> 00:59:10,526 ♪ ♪ 948 00:59:25,416 --> 00:59:27,502 ♪ ♪ 949 00:59:42,350 --> 00:59:44,435 ♪ ♪