1 00:00:15,400 --> 00:00:17,880 The name Malaika means Angel. 2 00:00:18,760 --> 00:00:19,920 I'm no angel. 3 00:00:20,200 --> 00:00:21,440 But I know how to fly. 4 00:00:23,520 --> 00:00:26,720 People call me the most desirable woman of this country. 5 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:29,760 Perhaps they are right. 6 00:00:30,240 --> 00:00:32,720 I've had many accidents in life. 7 00:00:33,200 --> 00:00:35,120 The most recent one being a car accident. 8 00:00:40,640 --> 00:00:43,400 Each accident taught me something or the other. 9 00:00:45,560 --> 00:00:47,200 The last one taught me... 10 00:00:47,720 --> 00:00:50,080 that I may be dying, suddenly. 11 00:00:52,320 --> 00:00:55,600 That's when I realized, that if I don't die 12 00:00:55,880 --> 00:00:59,920 then I'll start living again from today onwards. 13 00:01:06,560 --> 00:01:10,240 They say I'm the most watched celebrity around. 14 00:01:10,600 --> 00:01:12,680 I've been watched all my life. 15 00:01:13,320 --> 00:01:16,880 But I feel, like I've never ever been heard. 16 00:01:18,440 --> 00:01:20,080 I'm Malaika Arora. 17 00:01:21,200 --> 00:01:22,960 And let's hear my story. 18 00:01:39,480 --> 00:01:42,680 Co-Presented by Only Natural Diamonds. 19 00:01:42,960 --> 00:01:45,880 Co-Powered by Lotus Youth Rx. 20 00:01:45,880 --> 00:01:48,040 Official Makeup Partner Lakme. 21 00:02:03,000 --> 00:02:03,800 We all know Malaika as being a very guarded person. 22 00:02:03,800 --> 00:02:05,880 We all know Malaika as being a very guarded person. 23 00:02:05,880 --> 00:02:07,160 We all know Malaika as being a very guarded person. 24 00:02:07,400 --> 00:02:08,760 Now the fact is that, you know, 25 00:02:08,800 --> 00:02:10,400 she wants to do this reality show. 26 00:02:10,440 --> 00:02:12,120 I think it will be super interesting 27 00:02:12,160 --> 00:02:14,400 to watch somebody as gorgeous as Malaika, 28 00:02:14,440 --> 00:02:15,600 kind of open up. 29 00:02:23,000 --> 00:02:25,200 I'm just really happy that she's putting herself out there 30 00:02:25,240 --> 00:02:26,440 and doing this to begin with. 31 00:02:26,560 --> 00:02:29,000 So, I want to congratulate her because it's not easy. 32 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:37,360 As a friend, I think she is rock solid, super hot, 33 00:02:37,520 --> 00:02:40,320 and the original supermodel. 34 00:02:43,080 --> 00:02:45,560 What's up, mom? I know you've started shooting. 35 00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:49,080 And that's unbelievable because I didn't think that 36 00:02:49,160 --> 00:02:50,600 you would see this through. 37 00:02:50,920 --> 00:02:53,360 And I say this because you don't merge your 38 00:02:53,440 --> 00:02:57,040 private life and your work life together. 39 00:02:57,120 --> 00:02:59,600 And this show is about you and your personal life. 40 00:03:00,200 --> 00:03:01,480 So, that's very brave of you. 41 00:03:01,720 --> 00:03:04,240 And I'm really excited to see how it all turns out. 42 00:03:05,720 --> 00:03:07,840 What they are saying about her every day 43 00:03:08,000 --> 00:03:10,880 in the gossip columns and this and that, is not her. 44 00:03:11,480 --> 00:03:13,360 We know the real Malaika. 45 00:03:13,840 --> 00:03:16,560 She's either a judge, performer, 46 00:03:16,560 --> 00:03:18,520 traveler or yoga... 47 00:03:18,880 --> 00:03:21,120 This girl won't stop! 48 00:03:25,280 --> 00:03:27,640 She's risky as a person, 49 00:03:28,000 --> 00:03:29,720 but she's not very risk taking. 50 00:03:29,800 --> 00:03:32,280 Malla, let your guard down, and just go for it. 51 00:03:32,400 --> 00:03:36,440 And you have to be absolutely full of guts. 52 00:03:36,560 --> 00:03:38,440 Because no guts no glory. 53 00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:46,760 I expect her to really go out there and disrupt the content. 54 00:03:46,800 --> 00:03:48,560 I think it's about time that she does that. 55 00:03:48,640 --> 00:03:50,200 And I'm sure she's going to kick ass. 56 00:03:50,400 --> 00:03:52,680 All the best, baby! I'm always cheering for you. 57 00:04:07,560 --> 00:04:09,280 Casper, look here. 58 00:04:10,760 --> 00:04:11,320 See. 59 00:04:14,120 --> 00:04:15,120 Sanjay! 60 00:04:15,440 --> 00:04:16,200 Yes, ma'am? 61 00:04:16,440 --> 00:04:18,880 What happened? You're such a good boy. Feeling hungry? 62 00:04:19,440 --> 00:04:21,080 Do we have Casper's treats at home? 63 00:04:21,480 --> 00:04:24,200 No. I tried ordering them, but it didn't work. 64 00:04:24,400 --> 00:04:25,800 So everything is over? - Yes. 65 00:04:26,960 --> 00:04:28,120 Wait, dear. Come here. 66 00:04:28,360 --> 00:04:29,560 I'll try it later. 67 00:04:29,800 --> 00:04:30,520 No, no. 68 00:04:30,640 --> 00:04:32,480 Why later? I'll go bring them now. 69 00:04:32,720 --> 00:04:34,800 Come, Casper. Let's go. 70 00:04:35,240 --> 00:04:36,120 You want treats? 71 00:04:36,200 --> 00:04:37,640 Come on, let's go get you some treats. Come. 72 00:04:37,800 --> 00:04:38,680 Come, my baby. 73 00:04:41,920 --> 00:04:45,000 I landed up down, figured my driver is not there. 74 00:04:45,040 --> 00:04:46,360 There was some issue. 75 00:04:47,600 --> 00:04:48,720 Good morning, ma'am. 76 00:04:54,120 --> 00:04:55,280 I hopped into the car, 77 00:04:55,360 --> 00:04:57,680 which is probably for the first time since my accident. 78 00:04:57,720 --> 00:05:00,800 I've not sat in the driver's seat ever since then. 79 00:05:01,080 --> 00:05:04,360 So, yes. I think that's a fear that I really do want to overcome 80 00:05:04,480 --> 00:05:06,600 on this journey of Moving in with Malaika. 81 00:05:06,720 --> 00:05:08,760 Okay. This has been a while. 82 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:13,960 Okay. I have, kind of... 83 00:05:18,800 --> 00:05:20,440 I sat in the driver's seat 84 00:05:20,720 --> 00:05:22,840 thinking this is something I can do. 85 00:05:22,920 --> 00:05:24,400 It's not a big deal, but 86 00:05:24,960 --> 00:05:27,080 I was looking at it like I was sitting in a spaceship. 87 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:28,600 So, it was weird. 88 00:05:36,680 --> 00:05:39,240 Coming face to face with it, I froze. 89 00:05:39,320 --> 00:05:41,600 I completely froze. 90 00:05:41,640 --> 00:05:42,760 My hands went cold. 91 00:05:42,800 --> 00:05:44,200 My feet felt weird. 92 00:05:44,240 --> 00:05:46,840 I couldn't tell which was the brake, which was the clutch. 93 00:05:47,160 --> 00:05:48,120 I can't do this. 94 00:05:54,560 --> 00:05:55,880 Forget it. I can't do this. 95 00:06:01,720 --> 00:06:04,040 And I hopped out of it pretty fast. 96 00:06:04,520 --> 00:06:06,680 Please park the car. Thank you. - Okay. 97 00:06:24,240 --> 00:06:25,640 Bitch! 98 00:06:26,200 --> 00:06:27,240 Oh! - Malla! 99 00:06:27,400 --> 00:06:30,120 Bitch! 100 00:06:32,240 --> 00:06:34,200 It's hot! - Thank you. 101 00:06:36,480 --> 00:06:38,160 Come on, sit in my... 102 00:06:38,200 --> 00:06:40,440 But you ask how I'm doing as well, - Sit on my couch. 103 00:06:40,520 --> 00:06:41,440 not only the food. 104 00:06:41,480 --> 00:06:43,360 But when I see the pressure cooker... 105 00:06:43,560 --> 00:06:44,640 Then your pressure goes up! 106 00:06:44,720 --> 00:06:46,600 Then my whistle blows 107 00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:48,320 upon seeing the pressure cooker. 108 00:06:50,720 --> 00:06:57,520 Your 'I said yes' post on social media... 109 00:06:58,120 --> 00:07:01,400 After that, I received 100 messages. 110 00:07:01,440 --> 00:07:03,840 I told them because I know you too well. 111 00:07:04,040 --> 00:07:05,960 But they're like, 'Is she getting married?' 112 00:07:06,160 --> 00:07:07,680 'Arjun never told us.' 113 00:07:07,760 --> 00:07:08,800 I said, 114 00:07:09,120 --> 00:07:11,680 'I know Malla too well. It's either for a show 115 00:07:12,080 --> 00:07:13,120 or for something else.' 116 00:07:13,200 --> 00:07:14,760 She won't post it on social media. 117 00:07:14,760 --> 00:07:16,320 It's way too private. 118 00:07:17,400 --> 00:07:18,880 When you are doing a reality show, 119 00:07:18,920 --> 00:07:20,360 and when you let cameras in, 120 00:07:21,120 --> 00:07:23,960 once you sign this deal with the devil, 121 00:07:24,440 --> 00:07:26,200 people will want to know more about 122 00:07:26,320 --> 00:07:28,080 things that have happened in her past, 123 00:07:28,120 --> 00:07:30,520 her relationships, how she deals with issues. 124 00:07:30,600 --> 00:07:31,960 Those things may break her. 125 00:07:32,800 --> 00:07:35,200 People are very interested in wanting to know 126 00:07:35,480 --> 00:07:36,920 her take on everything. 127 00:07:36,960 --> 00:07:38,320 Whatever she does makes news. 128 00:07:38,360 --> 00:07:39,920 Let's see if she lets her guard down. 129 00:07:41,560 --> 00:07:43,000 She's a tough little girl. 130 00:07:43,160 --> 00:07:44,200 Unfiltered. 131 00:07:44,320 --> 00:07:46,560 Well, the show is going to be like that. 132 00:07:46,640 --> 00:07:49,320 She will not go into areas which are not really 133 00:07:49,520 --> 00:07:51,120 anybody's business but her own. 134 00:07:53,720 --> 00:07:55,920 She's putting herself out there in front of all of you, 135 00:07:55,960 --> 00:07:57,320 and I think that takes a lot of courage. 136 00:07:57,400 --> 00:07:59,320 It takes a lot of inner strength 137 00:07:59,440 --> 00:08:01,400 to be vulnerable, to be out there, 138 00:08:01,400 --> 00:08:02,920 to go and fulfill her bucket list, 139 00:08:02,920 --> 00:08:05,640 to show the different sides of her personality, 140 00:08:05,680 --> 00:08:06,960 of her life, the people around her. 141 00:08:07,000 --> 00:08:08,880 I'm really excited to see how it all pans out. 142 00:08:09,520 --> 00:08:11,440 If I can give you a little bit of advice 143 00:08:11,480 --> 00:08:13,320 is do it for yourself. 144 00:08:14,680 --> 00:08:17,440 The entire world has their opinions, 145 00:08:17,680 --> 00:08:19,040 and their judgments. - Farah... 146 00:08:19,080 --> 00:08:21,120 Opinions and judgments, whether you do something 147 00:08:21,120 --> 00:08:23,000 or don't do something, any which way you're going to be 148 00:08:23,160 --> 00:08:24,400 perceived in a certain way. 149 00:08:24,440 --> 00:08:25,840 I rather do it my way 150 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:27,200 and put it out there. 151 00:08:27,280 --> 00:08:29,400 But how come Arhaan has agreed to this? 152 00:08:30,040 --> 00:08:30,760 You know something? 153 00:08:30,760 --> 00:08:33,080 He was the most supportive, Farah. 154 00:08:34,400 --> 00:08:36,360 He said, 'Mom, go for it.' 155 00:08:36,400 --> 00:08:38,200 That's so sweet. - Go for it! 156 00:08:38,320 --> 00:08:41,040 Somewhere for me, I think, half the battle was won. 157 00:08:41,080 --> 00:08:42,440 At the end of the day, he's a kid. 158 00:08:42,480 --> 00:08:43,880 I should be able to do something 159 00:08:43,920 --> 00:08:45,640 where he feels proud of what I'm doing, 160 00:08:45,680 --> 00:08:47,400 that he feels comfortable with what I'm doing. 161 00:08:47,480 --> 00:08:49,400 But when I asked him whether he'll be on the show, 162 00:08:49,440 --> 00:08:50,880 he just looked at me and said, 'Mom... 163 00:08:52,000 --> 00:08:53,320 My boy! Correct. 164 00:08:53,800 --> 00:08:56,160 And what about the rest. Have you spoken to everyone else? 165 00:08:56,280 --> 00:08:57,760 Everyone is very supportive. 166 00:08:57,800 --> 00:08:59,240 Arjun is okay? - I think everyone... 167 00:08:59,520 --> 00:09:02,080 Yeah, he was very supportive. 168 00:09:02,120 --> 00:09:03,480 He gave lecture for one hour? 169 00:09:03,520 --> 00:09:04,480 But it's not a lecture. 170 00:09:04,680 --> 00:09:06,200 I mean, you know how he is. 171 00:09:06,280 --> 00:09:07,880 Tomorrow you ask him 172 00:09:08,080 --> 00:09:09,520 'What do you think of this script?' 173 00:09:09,640 --> 00:09:10,800 He will give you a whole... 174 00:09:10,920 --> 00:09:13,200 He'll strip it down. - Thesis. 175 00:09:13,240 --> 00:09:14,200 Full thesis. 176 00:09:14,440 --> 00:09:16,440 The pros, the cons, everything. 177 00:09:16,480 --> 00:09:18,120 I think more than anything else, he just said, 178 00:09:18,160 --> 00:09:19,440 'Just have a good time.' 179 00:09:20,720 --> 00:09:23,680 I always like to have his opinion, 180 00:09:23,760 --> 00:09:25,120 and his what he thinks 181 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:27,000 because he gives the most sound advice. 182 00:09:27,520 --> 00:09:30,760 And that's purely because I think he's far more 183 00:09:31,800 --> 00:09:34,080 wise and sensible than his years. 184 00:09:34,560 --> 00:09:36,680 How many years since 'Chaiyya Chaiyya'? 25? 185 00:09:37,000 --> 00:09:38,960 1998. - Eight. 186 00:09:39,040 --> 00:09:41,320 24-25 years. Yeah. 187 00:09:41,440 --> 00:09:44,320 We both have lasted longer than marriages. 188 00:09:44,440 --> 00:09:45,800 Than most marriages... 189 00:09:45,960 --> 00:09:48,520 Let's not say these things out loud. 190 00:09:48,880 --> 00:09:52,320 But you've been part of my past, my present 191 00:09:52,400 --> 00:09:53,960 and hopefully, my future. - Yeah. 192 00:09:54,040 --> 00:09:57,360 I mean, I can't imagine any part of my life where you are 193 00:09:57,680 --> 00:09:58,760 not there. 194 00:09:59,200 --> 00:10:01,600 Marriage, children, everything. - Husband, marriage. 195 00:10:01,600 --> 00:10:02,800 I've danced your wedding. 196 00:10:02,920 --> 00:10:04,560 I've danced at your wedding. - Yeah! 197 00:10:04,600 --> 00:10:05,720 I've seen you fall down. 198 00:10:06,400 --> 00:10:08,600 But I have done that many times. 199 00:10:08,680 --> 00:10:10,280 I thought Shirish is going to leave me 200 00:10:10,440 --> 00:10:12,520 before the wedding when I was like... 201 00:10:12,600 --> 00:10:15,200 But I think that's the sign of a good marriage. 202 00:10:15,240 --> 00:10:15,600 Yeah. 203 00:10:15,680 --> 00:10:18,680 Pass out before the marriage. - Show it before the marriage. 204 00:10:18,760 --> 00:10:20,920 So you don't know what's in store after that. 205 00:10:23,040 --> 00:10:25,120 Malla, like I was saying 206 00:10:25,200 --> 00:10:27,280 because I'm so protective about you. 207 00:10:27,560 --> 00:10:30,440 I was hyper when I heard about your accident 208 00:10:31,960 --> 00:10:33,480 because I was in New York. - I know you were in New York. 209 00:10:33,520 --> 00:10:34,400 You were traveling. 210 00:10:34,440 --> 00:10:36,440 And I came to know a day later 211 00:10:36,440 --> 00:10:38,280 and I was like... 212 00:10:39,520 --> 00:10:41,560 I don't think there's anything in my life that 213 00:10:41,600 --> 00:10:43,160 must've shook me up like the way 214 00:10:43,240 --> 00:10:45,920 that moment and that instant and what happened. 215 00:10:46,960 --> 00:10:48,640 I was pretty badly banged up actually. 216 00:10:49,120 --> 00:10:50,560 Now when somebody looks at me, they say, 217 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:52,960 'Oh my God! Where? What? Can't see anything.' 218 00:10:53,040 --> 00:10:54,560 But I think that's what life is all about. 219 00:10:54,600 --> 00:10:55,840 I have a lot of scars on me. 220 00:10:55,880 --> 00:10:58,520 Some emotional, some mental, some physical, 221 00:10:58,640 --> 00:11:02,560 but the one thing that this entire episode actually taught me was 222 00:11:03,360 --> 00:11:04,400 that life is very short. 223 00:11:04,480 --> 00:11:05,720 Make the most of it. 224 00:11:06,280 --> 00:11:08,760 What happened? He went to sleep on the wheel? 225 00:11:09,960 --> 00:11:11,800 Can you imagine it was a stationary car? 226 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:15,720 A bus full of people came and he lost his control 227 00:11:15,800 --> 00:11:17,480 and he rammed into my car. 228 00:11:22,640 --> 00:11:24,120 I.. In that moment, 229 00:11:24,440 --> 00:11:25,560 I thought I was disfigured. 230 00:11:25,600 --> 00:11:27,880 I thought I've lost my sight at that moment 231 00:11:28,280 --> 00:11:30,440 because I couldn't see anything - Oh my God! 232 00:11:30,560 --> 00:11:31,880 for those couple of hours. 233 00:11:31,920 --> 00:11:32,640 I couldn't because there was so... 234 00:11:32,680 --> 00:11:33,640 For hours? 235 00:11:33,920 --> 00:11:34,520 Yeah. 236 00:11:36,160 --> 00:11:39,840 There was so much of glass shard in my eye, and... 237 00:11:40,240 --> 00:11:42,040 And there was blood. So, I couldn't see. 238 00:11:45,160 --> 00:11:47,160 For me, in that moment, I genuinely thought that 239 00:11:47,320 --> 00:11:48,520 I don't think I will survive 240 00:11:48,560 --> 00:11:50,200 and I may not see Arhaan again. 241 00:11:50,280 --> 00:11:51,520 Shit! 242 00:11:52,440 --> 00:11:53,800 I was taken to hospital. 243 00:11:53,880 --> 00:11:55,800 Surgery happened, etc. 244 00:11:55,920 --> 00:11:57,080 But when I was wheeled out, 245 00:11:57,120 --> 00:12:01,160 one of the first faces that I saw was actually Arbaaz, at that moment. 246 00:12:01,800 --> 00:12:04,880 And he kept asking me... 247 00:12:05,160 --> 00:12:08,080 'Can you see? How many numbers? How many fingers?' 248 00:12:08,160 --> 00:12:10,000 And I was like, why is doing this? 249 00:12:10,160 --> 00:12:12,040 It was very strange. For a second I was like, okay, 250 00:12:12,400 --> 00:12:13,880 have I gone back in time? 251 00:12:14,000 --> 00:12:15,960 Something that really sticks out is 252 00:12:16,120 --> 00:12:18,200 in difficult times, you know that 253 00:12:18,920 --> 00:12:20,800 irrespective, whatever it may be, 254 00:12:20,920 --> 00:12:22,640 past, present, future, whatever it is... 255 00:12:22,680 --> 00:12:24,080 the way he was there. 256 00:12:24,440 --> 00:12:27,120 So Malla, now that we are chatting honestly, 257 00:12:27,200 --> 00:12:30,200 how do you deal when they talk about your relationship? 258 00:12:30,280 --> 00:12:31,520 How do I deal? 259 00:12:32,000 --> 00:12:34,080 Yeah. Because see, I have also been through it. 260 00:12:34,120 --> 00:12:35,840 You are also married to a younger man... 261 00:12:35,920 --> 00:12:37,160 Eight years younger. - Yeah. 262 00:12:37,240 --> 00:12:38,880 You've faced your fair share of enough of... 263 00:12:39,040 --> 00:12:40,120 Of enough of... - Correct. 264 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:41,360 You know, 'What is she thinking?' 265 00:12:41,440 --> 00:12:44,880 And that typical older woman syndrome. 266 00:12:44,920 --> 00:12:47,040 One friend of mine, when I was getting married, 267 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:49,440 someone asked him, 'Are you attending Farah's wedding?' 268 00:12:49,520 --> 00:12:52,080 And he said, 'No. But I'll attend the second one.' 269 00:12:54,120 --> 00:12:56,280 I thought that was quite bitchy. 270 00:12:56,400 --> 00:12:56,800 Okay. 271 00:12:56,840 --> 00:12:57,960 Not this one, but I'll attend 272 00:12:58,000 --> 00:12:58,840 the next one. - The next one. 273 00:12:59,040 --> 00:13:01,920 When you go through this on a daily basis, 274 00:13:02,200 --> 00:13:03,880 so how do you deal with it? 275 00:13:03,960 --> 00:13:05,240 It's not been easy. 276 00:13:05,600 --> 00:13:08,760 And I face a lot of it on a daily basis, 277 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:12,000 this whole thing about older woman, you know... 278 00:13:12,200 --> 00:13:13,800 Which is a double standards of 279 00:13:13,840 --> 00:13:15,720 epic proportions. - Because of a man! 280 00:13:15,800 --> 00:13:17,720 A man on the other hand dating 281 00:13:17,800 --> 00:13:21,080 20 year-old, 30 year-old younger woman is applauded. 282 00:13:21,120 --> 00:13:22,800 He's made to feel that he is 283 00:13:23,160 --> 00:13:24,440 He is the next... - King of the world. 284 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:26,080 King of the world. He is here to rule. 285 00:13:26,160 --> 00:13:27,800 Whereas we are cougars. - Whereas a woman doing it 286 00:13:27,840 --> 00:13:29,760 we are cougars, we are this and that, 287 00:13:29,800 --> 00:13:32,360 opportunist, cradle-snatchers. - Cradle-snatchers. 288 00:13:32,960 --> 00:13:34,240 Mother-son. 289 00:13:34,600 --> 00:13:37,240 So yes, Farah. It is there every single day. 290 00:13:37,280 --> 00:13:39,320 And let me tell you, a lot of it, I've also got 291 00:13:39,560 --> 00:13:41,640 from my own near and dear ones. 292 00:13:41,680 --> 00:13:43,400 Forget the... - They are always the ones 293 00:13:43,520 --> 00:13:45,600 Forget the ones who are out... 294 00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:48,240 The outer circle of whatever, because at the end of the day 295 00:13:48,440 --> 00:13:50,920 they are just privy to a ringside view. 296 00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:52,640 They don't know what's going on 297 00:13:52,800 --> 00:13:56,000 actually in the heart and core of things. 298 00:13:56,240 --> 00:13:57,920 But when your near and dear ones 299 00:13:58,040 --> 00:14:00,040 have a take, and when they say things, 300 00:14:00,080 --> 00:14:01,880 and when they are the ones who are like, 301 00:14:01,960 --> 00:14:04,320 'What is she thinking and why is she going through this 302 00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:05,640 and you know, what's going on.' 303 00:14:05,720 --> 00:14:07,960 But is it worth it, finally at the end of it? 304 00:14:08,040 --> 00:14:10,200 That is, when I think, probably, it hurt... 305 00:14:10,320 --> 00:14:12,960 If anything, that is what hurt me the most. 306 00:14:14,160 --> 00:14:17,120 Living in the industry for so long, 307 00:14:17,320 --> 00:14:18,520 being in the public eye, 308 00:14:18,560 --> 00:14:22,800 getting regularly judged upon by people who you don't know, 309 00:14:23,480 --> 00:14:25,400 sometimes by your best friends 310 00:14:25,440 --> 00:14:26,880 and your inner circle, 311 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:28,840 of course, you'll protect yourself, 312 00:14:28,920 --> 00:14:31,040 and you will guard yourself. 313 00:14:31,120 --> 00:14:33,040 Everybody is a bit guarded here. 314 00:14:33,360 --> 00:14:36,400 But Malaika, to begin with, was always a private person. 315 00:14:36,560 --> 00:14:39,960 There's a privacy line that you do not cross with her. 316 00:14:40,040 --> 00:14:42,520 But I can today sit down and say, 317 00:14:42,720 --> 00:14:45,640 every single decision that I made in my life 318 00:14:45,760 --> 00:14:47,520 has been completely worth it. 319 00:14:47,640 --> 00:14:50,440 Has been completely worth it to where I am today. 320 00:14:50,600 --> 00:14:52,120 I don't know what the future holds for me. 321 00:14:52,200 --> 00:14:53,960 But you must be having some plan, right? 322 00:14:54,000 --> 00:14:55,680 Malla, like, do you want to have kids? 323 00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:56,560 More kids? 324 00:14:56,640 --> 00:14:57,960 You want to get married again? 325 00:14:58,000 --> 00:15:00,400 Farah, these are things which are all very... 326 00:15:00,720 --> 00:15:01,680 Very hypothetical. 327 00:15:01,760 --> 00:15:03,400 But not anymore now, Malla. 328 00:15:03,440 --> 00:15:04,720 These are things of course you discuss... 329 00:15:04,800 --> 00:15:05,240 Yeah! 330 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:07,920 with your partner. Of course you discuss these things. 331 00:15:08,000 --> 00:15:09,560 Do you feel insecure 332 00:15:10,000 --> 00:15:13,520 ever that, 'Oh my God! what if I don't get married?' 333 00:15:13,560 --> 00:15:14,880 'Or what if I...' 334 00:15:15,200 --> 00:15:16,920 I don't feel insecure. 335 00:15:16,960 --> 00:15:18,480 Just because I've been through a divorce 336 00:15:18,560 --> 00:15:19,680 or I've been through something in life... 337 00:15:19,680 --> 00:15:21,000 You're not bitter about it. - I'm not bitter. 338 00:15:21,080 --> 00:15:22,280 I have a lot to give 339 00:15:22,320 --> 00:15:25,480 and I feel I'm a better person in a relationship. 340 00:15:25,840 --> 00:15:28,480 Whatever choices or whatever decisions I have made, 341 00:15:28,600 --> 00:15:30,840 I've made it purely because I wanted to be happy 342 00:15:30,920 --> 00:15:32,160 and at the end of the day, 343 00:15:32,240 --> 00:15:33,720 this man in my life makes me happy. 344 00:15:33,760 --> 00:15:34,840 So, I think... - Yeah, I can... 345 00:15:34,960 --> 00:15:37,800 Whatever else the world says, whatever they feel... 346 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:40,360 I don't care. 347 00:15:40,640 --> 00:15:41,800 Literally I don't care. 348 00:15:41,840 --> 00:15:43,200 I'm a hardcore romantic. 349 00:15:43,320 --> 00:15:45,240 I just want to be able to be in a relationship 350 00:15:45,280 --> 00:15:47,520 where I can make my partner happy 351 00:15:47,560 --> 00:15:48,960 and where we can be happy together, 352 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:50,320 and where we can actually grow together 353 00:15:50,360 --> 00:15:51,640 and enjoy life together. 354 00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:54,600 He makes me happy. He's my friend. He's my... 355 00:15:56,080 --> 00:15:57,520 My biggest critic. - Yeah. 356 00:15:57,560 --> 00:15:58,960 He's my partner, whatever! 357 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:00,920 And I think you make him very happy also. 358 00:16:01,080 --> 00:16:03,760 See, I would hope. 359 00:16:04,760 --> 00:16:06,480 But it's not easy for him also. 360 00:16:06,520 --> 00:16:08,280 It's not easy for anyone. - Of course, for anybody. 361 00:16:08,320 --> 00:16:08,880 Anybody. 362 00:16:08,920 --> 00:16:11,720 It's not easy for Arbaaz. I'm sure it was hard for Arhaan. 363 00:16:11,760 --> 00:16:13,120 Of course, it was. I mean, come on! 364 00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:14,120 I mean, at the end of the day, 365 00:16:14,160 --> 00:16:15,560 I got married very early I feel. 366 00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:16,960 Very young. - Very early. 367 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:18,640 I wanted to get married because 368 00:16:18,880 --> 00:16:21,080 I just wanted to get out of the house, Farah. 369 00:16:21,160 --> 00:16:22,240 Really? - Yeah! 370 00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:24,720 Farah, believe it or not, I'm the one who proposed. 371 00:16:25,280 --> 00:16:26,080 What? 372 00:16:27,240 --> 00:16:28,520 Now this is something new... 373 00:16:28,560 --> 00:16:30,760 Nobody knows that. I proposed. 374 00:16:30,880 --> 00:16:32,560 It was not Arbaaz who proposed to me, 375 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:33,840 it was the other way round. 376 00:16:33,880 --> 00:16:35,360 I actually said, 'You know what?' 377 00:16:35,880 --> 00:16:38,600 'I want to get married. Are you ready?' 378 00:16:39,120 --> 00:16:41,360 And very sweetly actually he just turned around and told me, 379 00:16:41,560 --> 00:16:43,360 'You pick the day and the place.' 380 00:16:43,400 --> 00:16:44,720 Arbaaz is my sweetheart. - He said that. 381 00:16:44,800 --> 00:16:45,800 I know how much you love him 382 00:16:45,840 --> 00:16:47,080 and he's a wonderful person. 383 00:16:47,200 --> 00:16:50,880 I love Arbaaz dearly. He's one of the nicest people 384 00:16:51,400 --> 00:16:52,360 on this planet earth. 385 00:16:52,480 --> 00:16:55,560 Both of them have been extremely, I mean, 386 00:16:55,680 --> 00:16:58,560 not once have either of them said you can't talk to the other, 387 00:16:58,600 --> 00:16:59,520 not at all. 388 00:17:00,160 --> 00:17:02,440 You got a very good husband who let you work... 389 00:17:02,520 --> 00:17:05,480 Of course, he let me be! He let me be the person I... 390 00:17:05,720 --> 00:17:06,880 I am today. - He used to get lot of flak for 391 00:17:06,880 --> 00:17:08,240 what you used to wear and what you used to... 392 00:17:08,320 --> 00:17:09,360 One second. I feel 393 00:17:09,440 --> 00:17:11,320 a lot of me that I am today 394 00:17:11,360 --> 00:17:13,960 is also because of him because he let me be the person I am. 395 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:14,640 I mean... 396 00:17:14,720 --> 00:17:16,640 When you grow older... - We drifted. 397 00:17:16,760 --> 00:17:18,240 We were too... I was very young. 398 00:17:18,320 --> 00:17:18,960 Of course. 399 00:17:19,120 --> 00:17:20,880 And I think I also changed. 400 00:17:20,920 --> 00:17:22,560 I also wanted different things in life. 401 00:17:22,720 --> 00:17:25,880 Somewhere I felt, that was missing in my space 402 00:17:25,920 --> 00:17:27,640 and I needed to move on. 403 00:17:27,760 --> 00:17:29,680 I felt the only way I could to do that 404 00:17:29,680 --> 00:17:30,880 is if I could actually, 405 00:17:31,360 --> 00:17:33,520 probably let go of certain ties. 406 00:17:33,600 --> 00:17:35,360 And I think today, we're better people. 407 00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:38,560 I think so. He is also happy. - We love and respect 408 00:17:38,600 --> 00:17:40,080 each other for the people that we are. 409 00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:41,200 We have a child together. 410 00:17:41,240 --> 00:17:42,680 So that is something that will never ever change. 411 00:17:42,760 --> 00:17:45,120 But I feel we are far better people. 412 00:17:45,560 --> 00:17:47,960 Then, I think we very... 413 00:17:48,560 --> 00:17:50,000 very irritable. 414 00:17:50,080 --> 00:17:51,640 Towards the end. - Yeah. 415 00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:53,680 Very irritable people. We became very... 416 00:17:53,720 --> 00:17:55,160 angry, negative people. 417 00:17:55,200 --> 00:17:56,920 Till 'Dabangg' you'll were fine. - Yeah. 418 00:17:57,000 --> 00:17:59,160 You know, then I also saw the difference. 419 00:17:59,280 --> 00:18:02,360 Farah, I also remember, very few people actually said that to me. 420 00:18:02,560 --> 00:18:05,000 You, Karan. Very few people actually said that to me. 421 00:18:05,160 --> 00:18:06,160 They actually turned around and said, 422 00:18:06,200 --> 00:18:09,080 'You know what? Irrespective, we love you.' 423 00:18:09,320 --> 00:18:09,760 That is true. 424 00:18:09,800 --> 00:18:12,080 Whatever the situation may be, whatever it may be, 425 00:18:12,160 --> 00:18:13,360 we love you! 426 00:18:13,520 --> 00:18:15,360 Yeah, but we love you. - I will never forget that. 427 00:18:15,640 --> 00:18:17,120 I think I will always... 428 00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:19,800 I feel happy. - Yeah. 429 00:18:24,920 --> 00:18:26,960 Oh! My baby! 430 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:43,160 Listen, we love you. You know that! 431 00:18:43,920 --> 00:18:44,560 You know that. 432 00:18:44,640 --> 00:18:46,000 Of course, I know that! 433 00:18:46,840 --> 00:18:48,160 Well, I got a little emotional. 434 00:18:48,240 --> 00:18:50,840 I guess because she's a friend and she knows me. 435 00:18:50,920 --> 00:18:53,000 The kind of things that she brought up, and what she said, 436 00:18:53,120 --> 00:18:55,200 it just touched a chord. 437 00:18:55,320 --> 00:18:58,160 It touched a nerve somewhere which just got me a little emotional. 438 00:18:58,280 --> 00:19:02,000 Weirdly, I still feel a little heavy after that, strangely. 439 00:19:05,440 --> 00:19:06,840 Is my makeup fine? - Yeah. 440 00:19:07,000 --> 00:19:09,120 You look beautiful while crying also, bitch! 441 00:19:10,640 --> 00:19:12,080 Farah AKA bitch! 442 00:19:12,200 --> 00:19:14,040 Too much of history between us. 443 00:19:14,080 --> 00:19:17,800 I've seen us live in tiny little homes. 444 00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:19,880 And then move on in life to actually be able to 445 00:19:19,920 --> 00:19:21,920 afford our own homes, eventually. 446 00:19:21,960 --> 00:19:23,880 So, we've seen that entire journey. 447 00:19:23,960 --> 00:19:26,440 We bond over food, we bond over games. 448 00:19:26,600 --> 00:19:28,120 We bond over... 449 00:19:29,000 --> 00:19:30,240 gossip sometimes. 450 00:19:30,320 --> 00:19:32,560 Are you ready to move in with me? - I am ready! 451 00:19:32,680 --> 00:19:34,280 I was ready many years ago. 452 00:19:34,400 --> 00:19:36,720 When I told you to move on top of the train with me 453 00:19:37,240 --> 00:19:38,760 and you were shivering. 454 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:40,160 Can you imagine? 455 00:19:40,200 --> 00:19:43,280 You have danced on top of a moving train, 456 00:19:43,600 --> 00:19:45,760 and you were in a stationary car and almost died. 457 00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:47,200 Can you imagine? That is... 458 00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:49,040 The irony of it. - The irony of life! 459 00:19:49,200 --> 00:19:50,880 But Farah... - It was life changing. 460 00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:53,600 Life changing and iconic to another level. 461 00:19:53,760 --> 00:19:54,600 And I think... 462 00:19:54,680 --> 00:19:56,040 You are the 'Chaiyya Chaiyya' girl now. 463 00:19:56,080 --> 00:19:56,880 And I still am. 464 00:19:56,960 --> 00:19:58,760 I think that is something that will never... 465 00:19:59,120 --> 00:19:59,920 that will never go away, 466 00:19:59,960 --> 00:20:01,240 and I don't ever want it to go away. 467 00:20:01,280 --> 00:20:02,360 I think I'm very proud of it. 468 00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:05,440 Having said that, have you seen Nora's reel on Chaiyya Chaiyya? 469 00:20:05,640 --> 00:20:07,680 No, I haven't seen it. I haven't. 470 00:20:07,920 --> 00:20:09,440 I must see it. I'll catch it later. 471 00:20:09,520 --> 00:20:11,720 But I think that's a great tribute to the song. 472 00:20:11,720 --> 00:20:13,360 You are still looking as young as Nora. 473 00:20:14,120 --> 00:20:14,840 If not younger. 474 00:20:14,920 --> 00:20:16,960 Younger. I was going to say, but I know you will... 475 00:20:17,200 --> 00:20:18,520 You'll praise your own self. 476 00:20:18,640 --> 00:20:21,120 But luckily for you, some five heroines refused to 477 00:20:21,160 --> 00:20:22,200 climb on top of the train. 478 00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:24,000 And they call me regularly and say, 479 00:20:24,040 --> 00:20:26,320 'Oh shit! We wish we had done that song!' 480 00:20:26,480 --> 00:20:28,440 Should I give a speech and thank those heroines? 481 00:20:28,480 --> 00:20:29,760 You must thank them. 482 00:20:29,960 --> 00:20:31,960 Malaika was nowhere on the radar. 483 00:20:32,080 --> 00:20:33,880 We had approached Shilpa Shetty. 484 00:20:34,120 --> 00:20:35,920 We had approached Shilpa Shirodkar. 485 00:20:35,960 --> 00:20:38,240 We had approached 2-3 other people. 486 00:20:38,400 --> 00:20:40,360 One had a phobia of climbing on the train. 487 00:20:40,480 --> 00:20:41,720 One was not available. 488 00:20:41,760 --> 00:20:43,640 And then makeup artist said 489 00:20:43,680 --> 00:20:45,640 that Malaika is actually a very good dancer. 490 00:20:45,800 --> 00:20:47,200 But she climbed on the train. 491 00:20:47,320 --> 00:20:50,440 We were completely clueless whether she would pull it off or not, 492 00:20:50,560 --> 00:20:52,600 but rest as we know is history. 493 00:20:52,680 --> 00:20:53,920 You'll didn't let me rehearse. 494 00:20:54,080 --> 00:20:55,440 You'll didn't let me put makeup. 495 00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:56,920 You don't need makeup! 496 00:20:56,960 --> 00:20:58,800 But I remember you'll said, 'No makeup! No makeup!' 497 00:20:58,880 --> 00:21:00,840 Because Mani sir doesn't like makeup. 498 00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:02,600 You just kohl... - Kohl and oil. 499 00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:02,920 Yeah. 500 00:21:02,960 --> 00:21:04,080 He put baby oil. 501 00:21:04,160 --> 00:21:05,520 I was burned in this. 502 00:21:05,560 --> 00:21:09,240 We used to all come back with coals in our hair and nose. 503 00:21:09,600 --> 00:21:11,600 But diamonds are made from coals. 504 00:21:12,120 --> 00:21:13,720 Pressure makes diamonds. 505 00:21:13,920 --> 00:21:16,680 But what about the pressure that I'm under? 506 00:21:17,040 --> 00:21:18,600 I'm under immense pressure! 507 00:21:18,680 --> 00:21:20,080 Would I be a diamond by the end of it? 508 00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:21,920 You are already a diamond. 509 00:21:23,120 --> 00:21:25,240 Just like the ones you are wearing. - Remember... 510 00:21:25,440 --> 00:21:27,160 Always buy natural diamonds. 511 00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:29,120 Diamonds are a girl's best friend. 512 00:21:29,200 --> 00:21:31,320 So, go splurge, buy natural diamonds. 513 00:21:31,520 --> 00:21:32,920 Also, every year, 514 00:21:33,040 --> 00:21:34,760 buy some. Just buy that one diamond. 515 00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:36,800 I'm telling the people to buy it for me. 516 00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:38,720 Okay, baby. I'll buy whatever you want. 517 00:21:38,920 --> 00:21:40,760 My birthday is coming. 9th of January. 518 00:21:40,920 --> 00:21:42,840 I'll give you whatever you want. - So sweet. 519 00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:44,840 I'll give you these natural diamonds. 520 00:21:44,920 --> 00:21:47,560 Would you like a ring, earrings, a pendant? 521 00:21:48,120 --> 00:21:50,480 A priceless necklace. - Necklace. 522 00:21:50,640 --> 00:21:53,400 No, no. I'll give you a nice pretty little solitaire thing. 523 00:21:53,760 --> 00:21:55,880 Personally, I think she has changed a lot. 524 00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:59,120 She was a very young girl when she got married. 525 00:21:59,640 --> 00:22:00,640 Very young mother. 526 00:22:00,680 --> 00:22:02,480 She does what she wants to do, 527 00:22:02,840 --> 00:22:03,920 what makes her happy, 528 00:22:03,960 --> 00:22:05,440 what makes her family happy. 529 00:22:05,680 --> 00:22:08,680 Secondly, I think first you have to be happy within you 530 00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:12,120 to make anyone else happy and I think she has mastered its art. 531 00:22:12,320 --> 00:22:14,920 Thank you so much for indulging me today. 532 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:17,440 See you soon. I wish you all the best. 533 00:22:17,520 --> 00:22:19,840 Come home more often. You can move in with me. 534 00:22:20,240 --> 00:22:21,560 Moving in with Malaika. Yeah! 535 00:22:21,720 --> 00:22:24,840 Now everybody will have access into your personal life. 536 00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:26,720 So, I'm happy because 537 00:22:26,840 --> 00:22:28,400 I want them to see you as you are, 538 00:22:28,560 --> 00:22:29,720 which is a good Malaika. 539 00:22:29,760 --> 00:22:31,200 What do you mean which is a good Malaika? 540 00:22:31,280 --> 00:22:33,000 Not the bitchy Malaika that everyone thinks. 541 00:22:33,160 --> 00:22:35,120 Bye, Farah! See you! - Bye. See you! 542 00:22:35,200 --> 00:22:36,480 Thank you so much. - Bye. Love you. 543 00:22:36,600 --> 00:22:39,440 Bye. I love you. - Bye. See you. 544 00:22:39,920 --> 00:22:40,920 She's gone now. 545 00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:41,920 Farah has gone. 546 00:22:42,080 --> 00:22:43,480 Come on, let's go. 547 00:22:44,240 --> 00:22:44,920 What! 548 00:22:45,600 --> 00:22:46,320 Who's come? 549 00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:47,720 Who's come? 550 00:22:49,040 --> 00:22:50,160 My cooker. 551 00:22:54,120 --> 00:22:54,800 My best... 552 00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:57,040 Malla, my cooker! - Bye! 553 00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:05,040 How are you feeling? 554 00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:07,960 Good. It was lovely. - I wanted to check. 555 00:23:08,040 --> 00:23:10,080 Now you've come with some loaded notes. - I have full. Yeah. 556 00:23:10,120 --> 00:23:11,680 You can see my book, right? 557 00:23:11,760 --> 00:23:13,360 It's been 8 years now 558 00:23:13,480 --> 00:23:15,960 that Ekta has been with me ever since she started work 559 00:23:16,120 --> 00:23:17,760 at my Management firm. 560 00:23:17,920 --> 00:23:20,480 And let me tell you, if there's one person who's probably 561 00:23:20,560 --> 00:23:22,880 been witnessed to a lot of things 562 00:23:23,120 --> 00:23:24,600 in my life, it's Ekta. 563 00:23:24,760 --> 00:23:26,960 And she is the keeper of my secrets. 564 00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:30,840 I wanted to check on the script that you are dodging. 565 00:23:31,040 --> 00:23:32,760 There's a reason why I am dodging. 566 00:23:33,440 --> 00:23:35,280 I'm waiting for that first. 567 00:23:35,560 --> 00:23:37,280 What? - Malaika, they are calling. 568 00:23:37,400 --> 00:23:38,520 What has to be done? 569 00:23:38,560 --> 00:23:39,520 I've to read it? - Comedy script. 570 00:23:39,560 --> 00:23:40,960 It's a comedy script. - Yeah. 571 00:23:41,080 --> 00:23:43,080 Do I have to hear or watch it? I don't know. - You didn't read it. 572 00:23:43,400 --> 00:23:45,640 I've not read it. You know that. I've been... 573 00:23:46,240 --> 00:23:48,360 I'm not dodging it. 574 00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:49,520 But I'm not... 575 00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:52,400 I'm just not sure, Ekta. I don't know. I feel 576 00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:53,680 a bit... - So, 577 00:23:53,840 --> 00:23:55,480 do you want to meet them and see? 578 00:23:55,760 --> 00:23:57,240 Like how you feel about it? 579 00:23:58,640 --> 00:23:59,480 And do what? 580 00:24:00,000 --> 00:24:00,440 As in? 581 00:24:00,480 --> 00:24:02,280 I know you'll come to the same point 582 00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:05,800 that acting fear that you'll bring up later on. 583 00:24:05,920 --> 00:24:07,440 I know. - It's not acting fear. 584 00:24:07,520 --> 00:24:08,720 It's not that. It's just the fact... 585 00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:10,000 Fear of dialogues. 586 00:24:10,080 --> 00:24:12,200 Okay. I get it. - I'm not comfortable with 587 00:24:12,400 --> 00:24:14,760 mouthing dialogues or saying all of it. 588 00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:17,680 You know, standing up in front of people and actually 589 00:24:18,080 --> 00:24:19,880 be comfortable about... - Yeah. 590 00:24:20,240 --> 00:24:21,760 about emoting with dialogues. 591 00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:22,520 Yeah. - I'm a little... 592 00:24:22,760 --> 00:24:24,560 I'm always a little apprehensive. - I know. 593 00:24:24,600 --> 00:24:26,560 I feel a little nervous about it. So... 594 00:24:26,840 --> 00:24:29,440 So that's probably why I shy away from it or I stay away from it. 595 00:24:29,640 --> 00:24:31,760 But okay. I'll hear them out. If there is something. 596 00:24:31,840 --> 00:24:34,040 We should. I think we should give it a try. 597 00:24:34,320 --> 00:24:35,880 It'll be done. I feel. 598 00:24:35,960 --> 00:24:36,800 Let's do that. 599 00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:38,640 Over the years, there have been loads of scripts 600 00:24:38,680 --> 00:24:40,400 that I have seen and read. 601 00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:42,760 But somehow, I've always stayed away. I don't know... 602 00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:44,360 Well, that's another fear of mine. 603 00:24:44,640 --> 00:24:45,840 I think I was the same in school. 604 00:24:45,920 --> 00:24:48,080 I hated when I had to mug something. 605 00:24:48,240 --> 00:24:49,960 I thought it was just the most daunting task. 606 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:51,640 I felt it was just too much pressure. 607 00:24:52,040 --> 00:24:54,600 I would be uneasy or keep running to the loo. 608 00:24:54,720 --> 00:24:56,840 All of that. I wouldn't be able to eat or sleep 609 00:24:56,880 --> 00:24:58,480 if I had to learn something and I had to say it. 610 00:24:58,520 --> 00:25:00,360 So, I think that fear of mine has been there. 611 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:01,760 Second thing, 612 00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:05,280 I'll send you tomorrow's call time and location. 613 00:25:05,520 --> 00:25:06,520 But what's happening tomorrow? 614 00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:09,160 I sent you the creatives for our car reel. 615 00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:09,760 No. 616 00:25:09,840 --> 00:25:11,920 You said we will get back, we will let you know. 617 00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:13,680 There are a lot things that need to be tweaked in it. 618 00:25:13,760 --> 00:25:14,720 That I've done! 619 00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:16,320 It was not finalized. 620 00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:18,920 Now you're telling me tomorrow we have to start shooting for it. 621 00:25:18,960 --> 00:25:20,160 I was not prepared for that. 622 00:25:20,320 --> 00:25:23,440 I'll give you the revised script that has come. You need to 623 00:25:23,640 --> 00:25:26,360 drive the car, which I told you in our chat also. 624 00:25:28,000 --> 00:25:30,120 It's not a lot. Just 30 seconds. 625 00:25:30,320 --> 00:25:32,560 But why can't they just have somebody drive it? 626 00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:34,440 Why this thing of wanting me... 627 00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:38,200 We are required to do that. That's the... 628 00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:39,800 That's the main part of the script. 629 00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,600 I'm a little unsure. 630 00:25:41,920 --> 00:25:42,680 I don't know. - Yeah. 631 00:25:42,720 --> 00:25:45,000 Me being behind the wheel and driving... 632 00:25:45,080 --> 00:25:46,040 I'm still not ready. 633 00:25:46,120 --> 00:25:47,920 Forget anything, I'm just not ready. I've not... 634 00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:49,720 I've not done it in the last couple of months. 635 00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:51,920 I am in two minds where I do want to say 636 00:25:52,040 --> 00:25:54,480 no to do this commercial. I probably don't want to. 637 00:25:55,000 --> 00:25:56,640 I rather not do it 638 00:25:56,880 --> 00:25:58,400 than put myself through something like that. 639 00:26:06,720 --> 00:26:08,040 Well, today is a new day. 640 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:09,640 I was actually looking forward to the day. 641 00:26:09,720 --> 00:26:12,120 Purely because a part of me wanted to 642 00:26:12,240 --> 00:26:13,680 overcome some of my fears. 643 00:26:13,760 --> 00:26:14,800 So, here I am! 644 00:26:17,040 --> 00:26:18,560 Drive slow. 645 00:26:26,880 --> 00:26:29,200 I mean, it was an unnerving sound 646 00:26:30,240 --> 00:26:31,840 because it was just cars 647 00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:35,600 zooming and zipping in full speed. 648 00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:38,440 I was like, 'Where the hell am I?' 649 00:26:38,520 --> 00:26:40,040 'Why the hell am I here?' 650 00:26:40,160 --> 00:26:42,560 I just had this dirty sinking feeling 651 00:26:42,600 --> 00:26:44,000 that this is not safe. 652 00:26:44,360 --> 00:26:46,040 My life is in your hands. 653 00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:47,680 Okay. Let's do this. - Okay. 654 00:26:48,800 --> 00:26:50,680 I don't know how I'm going to do it. I don't know how. 655 00:26:50,720 --> 00:26:52,080 But at the same time, I feel 656 00:26:52,440 --> 00:26:54,200 I should get over that fear. 657 00:26:54,240 --> 00:26:58,040 I should challenge myself and take it head on. 658 00:26:58,440 --> 00:27:00,200 So, I'm a little conflicted about that. I don't know. 659 00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:06,120 I can do this then? - Yeah. 660 00:27:06,240 --> 00:27:08,200 You have to break the glass now. 661 00:27:08,480 --> 00:27:10,040 There will be a huge glass, 662 00:27:10,360 --> 00:27:12,440 you have to drive through it. 663 00:27:12,640 --> 00:27:14,480 What? - Yes. That's the stunt. 664 00:27:14,720 --> 00:27:16,800 Are you sure? - Yes. 100 percent. 665 00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:18,600 Ekta! 666 00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:23,040 What happened? 667 00:27:23,160 --> 00:27:24,920 Are you even aware what he's saying? 668 00:27:25,040 --> 00:27:26,000 What happened now? 669 00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:28,000 He's saying I'll have to do some stunt. 670 00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:30,640 I have to go drive through a goddam glass. 671 00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:32,120 I'll speak. One second. 672 00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:33,000 I'll take you to the van. 673 00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:34,840 But you can't say 'I'll speak' for everything! 674 00:27:34,880 --> 00:27:37,240 He's saying I have to drive through some glass and go. 675 00:27:37,680 --> 00:27:39,520 No, I'll check with the director. 676 00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:41,120 We weren't informed about it. 677 00:27:41,280 --> 00:27:43,200 They can't keep doing these stupid things 678 00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:44,760 and playing mind games with me. 679 00:27:44,760 --> 00:27:46,040 It's a bit of a f**k up! I'm sorry. 680 00:27:46,120 --> 00:27:47,640 You cannot do that to anybody. 681 00:27:56,240 --> 00:27:58,160 Go slow! 682 00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:01,320 That's enough! 683 00:28:03,840 --> 00:28:05,520 That's enough! 684 00:28:07,160 --> 00:28:09,480 I think these are the kind of comic topics we should explore. 685 00:28:09,640 --> 00:28:10,480 Single mother. 686 00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:13,080 Divorce. 687 00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:15,200 Dating a younger guy. 688 00:28:16,040 --> 00:28:17,760 We should call it 'Milf'. 689 00:28:18,160 --> 00:28:20,600 No, I'm not interested. 690 00:28:21,040 --> 00:28:22,000 You have to do it.